Rebirth of the Juggernaut: Brute Force and Ignorance (Part 1)

Axle strict press
5xAxle
5x66
5x135
5x155
10x175
13x135

superset w/

DB rows 105
8x5

Notes: Still dealing with some pain in the shoulder and elbow, but it’s manageable. Cut out one of the back off sets to focus some more on assistance work with the log.

Log strict press 105 (clean once)
5x10

superset w/

NG chins
5x20

Notes: Great to be back on the log, but I forgot how much it just swallows your soul. I was sucking wind something fierce with this low of a weight. Really tried to focus on my clean. Also noticed that the abbreviated ROM was better on my shoulder. Think I’m going to bring floor press to my bench day for a similar effect.

Axle curls
1x130

Band pushdowns
1x50

Kroc rows 105
1x20

General notes: Woke up at 198.2. Big spike, but it’s a lot of sodium, bloat and dead weight in my colon. I’ll see how things pan out over the next few days.

I had this thought and for some weird ass reason, I thought you’d be able to answer some of the questions I have or something like that. That being said, I do feel like I’m coming off as a bitch.

That thought would be… I was at a powerlifting meet for students today so most of the competitors were aged <20. I’m currently 18 turning 19. Assuming I did compete, I would probably be somewhere around the middle. Is it wrong that I’m completely astounded that I’m “only” in the middle? I know, I know. The logical reasoning would be, I simply ain’t strong.

Does this have something to do with the fact that I’m not training specifically for powerlifting(or strongman for that matter of fact) and I’m simply more interested in getting stronger. That and I refuse use “gimmicks” such as a super high arched bench and perfecting the sumo deadlift till there’s barely any range of motion.

I do see the irony in my thoughts, it’s as if I know what’s the reason yet I find it hard to accept.

It’s just, when I see people who’re outsquatting me by a good 20-30kgs(and outlifting me on the other 2 too) who don’t look particularly strong(even compared to me), I really do wonder. Are they actually stronger than me or are they just better at putting up a higher total. And again, I do realize how I just sound confused and pretty darn stupid to be honest. Eh, might as well put it out there. I bet I’ll probably think back to this moment a couple of years from now and laugh it off.

Thanks in advance, I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t hesitant to post this. I’m just coming off as awfully whiny right now, I must admit.

EDIT: I suddenly thought of this from one of your articles.
" Bodybuilding rewards dedication. Powerlifting rewards singular focus. Strongman rewards insanity. "

Now that I think about it, I do seem to do way better at strongman than powerlifting, maybe it’s because powerlifting is pretty saturated over here in Singapore or is this a good example of what you mean?

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Hey man, appreciate the question.

You gotta keep in mind, ultimately, trying to compare your gym numbers to numbers set in a meet is pretty pointless for a variety of reasons;

1: Weight class is not representative of your walk around weight. If you’re comparing numbers of people whose weight class is similar to your walk around weight, you’re comparing with people who walk around 1-2 weight classes above you. Comparing 1-2 weight classes down gets you a more accurate comparison.

2: Peaking. A good powerlifter peaks for a meet, which means they spend something like 12-16 weeks realizing all of the strength that they have built up during the off season. When they hit the platform, they’re able to tap into the top percentages of the strength they have available. When you’re just hammering out gym lifts, you’re seeing more your average daily strength.

3: As you noted, the various tricks and techniques employed. A good powerlifter knows how to move the weight the bar as short a ROM as possible while also playing the judges and the angles.

The big takeaway is that strength sports are sports. It’s about winning, and the people who win are the people who play to win. A winner isn’t necessarily the strongest person there, and there are lots of stories where the strongest guy at a competition loses to a better competitor. I like strength sports because they allow me to vector my training, but being the best strongman, powerlifter, weightlifter, crossfitter, etc doesn’t mean you are the strongest person, just the best person that showed up that day. Hopefully, if your goal is to get stronger, it means you can win some of these contests, but even if not, it’s nothing to sweat, as long as you are meeting YOUR goals.

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Thanks! Great reply as usual.

EDIT
As per your suggestion, I decided to look at the numbers of all the competitors one weight class down and well… That makes me feel quite a fair bit better. I’d easily rank among the podium in my age class and I might even get a spot on the podium assuming I’m able to replicate my best gym lifts on the platform. I guess I’ll find out when I finally do a powerlifting meet with proper preparation and all.

@Benanything No problem man; happy to help.


Trail run
1.5 miles in 11:09

Notes: Ran this with my wife. She promised me there would be no decline, and then I ended up running 1.5 miles that was half decline. Knee is really pissed off. I should’ve quit as soon as I hit the first little stretch, but I thought I could tough it out. We’ll see how things pan out.

Woke up at 197.4. Starting to lose some of the bloat.

Car deadlift simulator 5 plates
4x8
1x12 (touch and go)

Notes: Tried on my belt for the first set, and it was real tough to get the weight moving. Took it off halfway through the set and it moved much better. Put straps on at set 4 and things felt strong. I’m going to keep straps from now on and see if I can get the belt sitting better. Just been a while since I trained with it. Felt a very small twinge on the knee on set 4, but it wasn’t by the surgical site. I’m going to stick with this weight for 1 more week, as I’m getting into a pretty heavy range at this point.

Reverse hyper 180
4x12

superset w/

Standing ab wheel
4x8

Buffalo bar squats
5xBar
5x100
5x140
1x175
1x225
30x250

Notes: Got some video, will post it later. After yesterday’s run/scare, I was curious how these would go. Took the warm-ups slow, but otherwise things moved well. The good morning is happening pretty hardcore, but honestly, as long as my knee can handle the load, I’m not really concerned. Not too sure how much longer I’ll be running 30 reps, but I’m loving the challenge on it.

General notes: Down to 196.4. Just sweating out some bloat and eating some weird stuff (well, for me).

Axle bench
5xAxle
5x75
5x115
5x165
5x205
3x220
3x250
11x280
12x230

Notes: Slight miscalculation on the FSL. In my defense, I wasn’t wearing my glasses when I was loading the plates. Once again, today, the warm-ups felt really great, and the money set wasn’t very spectacular. Still, a decent day of pressing.

NG Chins
25
20
25
20
15

DB lateral raises 20lbs
5x10

Notes: Chins and raises performed between sets of benching

Axle floor press 165
5x10

superset w/

DB hammer curls 50lbs
5x12

Notes: Light weight on the floor press, but it annihilated me. No shoulder pain, so I think this will be good to work on for a little bit. Dead stop on all reps.

T-bar rows DROPSET
20x4plates
15x3plates
10x2plates
11x1plate

Notes: I like to go heavier on these, but I could feel my knee was a little pissed off from everything I’ve been putting it through, so I took it easier. Still a helluva pump.

General notes: Woke up at 195.8. Left shoulder is feeling nice, right elbow is still iffy. Contemplating getting some voodoo floss, since I hear it’s the bee’s pajamas when it comes to tendonitis.

Video of the squats

Ring a bell?

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Shit, that might’ve been the most amazing thing I’ve read in a while. That being said, if only there was a wikihow article on “How to ignore pain and discomfort.”

Actually, did a quick google search and I found this instead.

Pretty sure this is the exact opposite of what we’re trying to achieve here.

@dagill2 That was an amazing read. Thanks for posting it. That echoes most of what I’ve ever thought on the subject of training. It’s frustrating too, because people will ask for advice on a million different variables, and then you find out that they’re simply not pushing themselves in the gym. Even worse, they THINK they are, because they have no frame of reference regarding pain such that, as soon as they experience the mildest form of discomfort, they assume they have reached some sort of unpassable threshold.

It’s why I keep saying “If you enjoy training, you’re probably not training hard enough”. I lose a lot of friends whenever I bring it up, but I firmly believe it.

@Benanything Honestly, like anything else, you gotta build up a tolerance through constant gradual exposure. It’s about shifting your perspective and warping your sense of normalcy. You do have to fight the self preservation instincts a touch in order to GET to that point in the first place, but after you spend enough time in pain, it gets easier.

If I were to make it numeric, think of it like this. Say you have a pain scale from 0-10. Everyday, with no pain, you exist at 0. If you constantly subject yourself to level 2 pain, eventually, level 2 BECOMES your 0, and now your pain scale has shifted. You honestly forget what it’s like to be pain free, and instead learn how to live with pain as though you are pain free. And now, with this new modified scale (where 2 is your 0), you then move on to live with level 2 pain again, and make THAT your zero, and you repeat over and over again.

A few funny experiences regarding that; when I was getting ready for my surgery, they were asking me about pain management, and they wanted to know what pain level I was comfortable with being at while recovering at home. They asked me on a scale of 0-10, and I told them 6. They looked at me like I was crazy, and said they were more wanting to keep me at a 1 or 2, but I was so used to just experiencing pain that I couldn’t fathom being that low.

At the same time, I only took my pain meds for the first 3-4 days, and even then I was taking half a dose at the most. After 3-4 days, I quit taking them because I was pain free…except 2 weeks later I discovered it was THEN that I was painfree. Once again, I was so used to living with pain that I had literally forgotten what it was like to be painfree, such that, when I was dealing with some residual post surgical pain, my mind interpreted that as “normal”.

I guess another part of it too is that you aren’t really “ignoring” the pain, you’re just ignoring the panic associated with it. You understand that you are feeling pain, and then you move on.


Got back from a 6.5 month post op follow up with my surgeon.

I am healed. There will be no more follow-ups, no more appointments, no more PT. I have been told to of course take things slowly and that it will be another 5 months before I am fully recovered, but otherwise there is nothing more than can do for me.

Allow me to reiterate.

I am the Juggernaut.

You can’t kill me.

You can’t stop me.

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Well shit, I guess I’ll figure something out eventually. Hopefully without rupturing an ACL. That being said, thankfully, I’ve the whole 2 years of compulsory military training to look forward to in a year’s time. Guess I’m lucky eh?

Are you actually going through training for the whole 2 years, or is it more like 2-3 months of basic training and then service for the remainder of your time?

Because if it’s the former, that’s pretty hardcore, but if it’s the latter, I wouldn’t anticipate too much misery once you get through your basic training.

Great set in the video, you’re making serious progress now. Good points about the injury and pain too, I think your attitude has helped you a great deal. Good luck with your continuing progress!

Ahhhh, it really depends but for the most part it’ll go something like this(for me at least, as far as I know).

9 Weeks - Basic Military Training (BMT)

TO

Posted to your vocation and stuck being a grunt for the rest of your life cycle, I don’t plan on letting this happen to me
OR
22 Weeks - Specialist Cadet School
OR
38 Weeks - Officer Cadet School
OR
Other training opportunities usually taking up <12 weeks

TO

Posted to your vocation as a specialist/officer
OR
Additional training depending on what vocation you’re being posted to.


Do know that this is the extremely generic path and a small group of fortunate(to me at least) ones will be immediately posted to the more prestigious vocations as a result of your IQ test/academic results. Yes, you read that right, academic results, pretty bullshit if you ask me. I’ve crappy ass results and I know for a fact that I’ll do better in them vocations as compared to most of the guys whom I’ve spoken to who actually managed to ‘graduate’. Rant aside, an example of this would be people taken into the mono-intake for the Commandos vocation.

9 weeks BMT
9 weeks Vocational Training
and possibly 38 weeks officer training + 2 weeks of commando officer conversion

after that you live out your days as a red beret wearing ‘badass’

unless you sign on as a regular (soldier) in which case you’ll be ‘forced’ to attend the localized Singaporean Ranger Course and do well enough they’ll send you to the states to attend Ranger School.

EDIT : Sorry for flooding your training log with information you’ll never get to use pal.

I thought a lot about your video “love vs fear” lately and at first I totally disagreed with you. I mean, I go to the gym because I love lifting weights, right? Looking back at my training though I now realized that this is not the case. I often go to the gym when I am tired, feeling bad or even when I am in pain. The reason why really is that I fear not training. Not so much because I fear not being big and strong actually but because training gives me some kind of stability. As a rather mentally unstable person (actually diagnosed as mentally ill) it helps to keep me sane and calm. However I don’t only fear not training but also not being able to train. Whenever my schedule gets busy my first thought is “when do I have time to train”, when I get sick I don’t think about work or my well being but I think about how long I can not train and how much that will set me back. Your point about injury really doesn’t speak to me though. Injury means no training, no progress, set back. Of course I would not stop training when I get injured (I didn’t in the past) but I do everything I can to prevent injury while still trying to make progress. For example yesterday my back felt bad while squatting. I did not push more weight, even though it would have been possible strength wise, I did not get the anticipated volume in that I need and stopped the workout alltogether to ensure I do not get really injured. I think that is what seperates me from you. You probably would have pushed on while I stopped because I was panicking about not being able to train. That is also why I am not as successful as you are in making progress. I enjoy training most of the time but I absolutely fear not training and not being able to train. It was a great video by the way.

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@halcj1 Thanks a lot dude. It means a lot coming from you. I always say that what I lack in talent, skill, coordination, athleticism, ability, good looks, charisma, and common sense, I make up for with insanity, haha.

@Benanything Don’t apologize dude, I think that’s pretty interesting. I never woulda figured they’d have such long training for such a short commitment. If you can get in to US Ranger school or something similar, you’d definitely have a great opportunity to test your fortitude.

@Koestrizer I’m really glad that video got you thinking dude. My thoughts on loving training definitely put some folks on edge and I know it’s not a popular idea, but I think analyzing things deep down we might find that there is something a little evil below the surface. I honestly don’t think we’re too different, just a slight shift in priorities. Whereas you said you do everything you can to prevent injury while still trying to make progress, I’m simply doing everything I can to make progress while still preventing injury. It’s not that I go out of my way to get hurt, but more that, if I’m on the razor’s edge, I’ll lean toward the redline more often than not.

In the example you gave from your recent training experience, it would honestly depend for me. I’ve gotten to learn my body’s signals, and I can usually tell when I’m honestly too beat down to train vs when I’m simply being a wuss. If it was the former, I woulda did the same thing you did; pack it up, shut it down, and recover. If it was the latter though, I woulda stripped the weight down and smashed my body with excessive volume as a punishment for not showing up to fight.

As for injuries meaning no progress, no training, set back, etc, Steve Pulcinella actually pointed out an idea which, though slightly tongue in cheek, I have found actually helps. Injuries are honestly just a form of periodization. We can’t get better at everything all at once, and some things have to get put on the back burner while other things make progress. Once we get injured, this forces us to work on those things we’ve been neglecting since we can’t do what we used to. While I was injured, I may not have been able to work hard on my squats and deadlifts (with both legs), but now I was hammering my arm-over-arm pull, grip work, core, strict press, etc, which were coincidentally all the things I had been neglecting and got weak on.

I appreciate you watching and thinking about what was said. It means a lot that you took the time to really take it in. Reactionary responses are so meaningless, but those that come from contemplation are invaluable.

(4) Axle Mat Pulls
5x426
5x446
5x466
3x485
3x500

Notes: Dead stop on all sets. I had some more in me, but I could feel that I was pushing the knee pretty hard, so I played it safe. Strength is coming back just fine, and the axle is different enough that I’m not really freaking out over numbers.

Reverse hyper 200
4x8

superset in a circuit w/

GHR sit ups
4x10

Buffalo bar squats
5xBar
5x100
5x140
1x175
1x225
2x260

Notes: Amazingly, it’s my right knee bugging me here. My structure just felt like crap, so I shut it down. Probably burning out with the 30 rep sets; might be time to train a little smarter.

General notes: Woke up at 194.4 this morning. Had some GI issues after taking meloxicam which probably affected it. Really trying to avoid NSAIDs when I can.

Pavement run
2.6 miles
19:21

Notes: Monthly run. Started my time at the starting line this time, but still know I knocked this out faster than last time. Stride is much more natural. Feeling pain in my left knee, but it’s above the surgical site, at the teardrop, which, if I recall, is called the vytautas lalas major, but my latin is a little rusty, so I refer to it as Optimus Prime.

Also, forgot to mention yesterday that I can actually still use my belt while it’s set to skinny. I just can’t wear my Rehband warm-ups pants, but it was like that even when I WAS skinny, so I think that means my bodycomp is really doing well at this weight.

Woke up at 195.0. Going to try for a 2 a day today with some medley work in the afternoon.

Medley 50’
High handle prowler w/100lb keg
Keg run
Run back to start
Backwards unloaded prowler drag

4 rounds

Notes: Got some video of this. Will upload it tonight. Since knee was achy after run, I cut down rounds and compensated by eliminating rest time. Only rested as long as it took to set the medley back up, which was about 1.5 minutes. You’ll see in the video that, by round 4, I was done. Knee actually feels better after this. Think the prowler is therapeutic to it.

Cheat meal was a bacon and ribeye burrito w/refried beans and rice chased by a chocolate donut.