[quote]KBCThird wrote:
[quote]LankyMofo wrote:
There is no real me: only an entity, something illusory. And though I can hide my cold gaze, and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping yours and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably comparable… I simply am not there.
I have all the characteristics of a human being: blood, flesh, skin, hair; but not a single, clear, identifiable emotion, except for greed and disgust. Something horrible is happening inside of me and I don’t know why. My nightly bloodlust has overflown into my days. I feel lethal, on the verge of frenzy. I think my mask of sanity is about to slip.
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I thought it was American Psycho and then google confirmed it.
I love being boring. I like lifting, I like reading, I have to work and I like to play poker. I watch more tv than i should, but probably less than most, the only shows I watch regularly are The Office and The Ultimate Fighter, but I’m not above sitting down and flipping channels. I train strongman every saturday and have a contest every few months, so that’s a little variation in there. I like to sleep late when I can. If I have someone to ‘do something’ with, I like to go to a zoo or an aquarium, and also enjoy mini golf, bowling, and going for walks. I’d like to get a dog. You know, I really fucking love being boring. I was a little bummed about some stuff earlier today, but this reminded me there’s plenty I like. Thanks.[/quote]
I pretty much do all the same stuff as you (different shows) but I work, sleep as much as possible, train, SM events every Saturday morning, and try and compete every couple of months.
The other side of this coin is that I HATE being boring. I could pack up my bags right now and head somewhere, anywhere, and the only thing I would miss would be a small group of people and the great event training/group I have. The only thing holding me back is me but my brain is out to destroy me it seems.
It’s the unknown future that limits me.