Another low SHBG guy, thinking I am unique and just looking to vent and perhaps get some insight! I’ve been on TRT over 12 years, posted here a lot in the beginning when I had issues, tried to come off a few times, and feel like I have been chasing it ever since.
To try and make it short, and I can fill in the gaps if needed, I have never really ‘felt’ the benefits and I constantly battle rapid H&H increases and body oriented anxiety, although I never really thought the body anxiety or body sensations were related until recently. I mean I put on muscle easy, but it never helped my sex drive or ED, or mentally felt great or increased energy.
Even on doses as low as 60mg/week T Cyp, my Free T has always been at the top or over the top of the range, but my Total T will be pretty low. I also have low SHBG (11 at last test).
I was in the hospital in the summer and a doctor said to talk to my TRT doc about Jatenzo oral T because it might not raise my H&H the same way. Being tired of donating blood coupled with trying to keep my iron levels from tanking we decided to give it a go.
Jatenzo 197mg start 6/19/25 - First 2.5 weeks were great. I felt motivated, I had energy, etc. I was getting nocturnal erections. By the 3rd week everything started dropping and I was making notes of weird waves of anxiety. Just adrenaline type surges washing over me. Was dealing with a lot of increasing body pain, tightness, twitches, etc so I didn’t correlate with Jatenzo.
Labs Showed TT 311 (264-916ng/dl), FT 27.4 (7.2-24ng/dl).
Doc said let’s try and get that TT up some to see if we can get you feeling the benefits.
Jatenzo 237 mg start 9/2/25 - At first no real changes, but by 9/12/25 I was greasy, irritable, palms sweating, so much amplified perception of pain and fear, and my nervous system felt like someone was pouring gasoline into it.
Labs on 9/18 - TT 449, FT 35.2 (7.2-24) (only good thing is that my H&H actually stayed within range for the first time ever)
I’m still not putting the pieces together until I start doing some Grok searches and it says under FT spikes “This excess can overstimulate your nervous system, ramping up amygdala activity and causing anxiety waves, irritability, and that muscle tension sensation you describe.”
9/22/25 - I skip a nighttime dose and the next morning dose, then in the afternoon I take one of the old lower dose pills I had left. That day I felt like the switch was turned off and so many symptoms just vanished. My doc phoned in the lower dose again to see. Although the constant palm sweating and irritability decreased, the random fear, random anxiety, and most notably the heightened perception to pain remained. For example, I have muscles in my chest and neck that feel tight and they hurt, but my brain is interpreting it as if they are ripping off the bone, death is imminent, etc. I felt like back when I was coming off Benzos in 2013 so i am breaking out every coping skill, breathing technique, calming herb, and everything I can think of but it’s like putting out a house fire with a squirt gun..
9/27/25, yesterday - I skipped both doses of Jatenzo. I had a great day. Calm, my body felt under control, no amplified pain, no surges, and even waking up this morning I didn’t wake with dread and pain and fighting weird body sensations. It’s not just a feeling of ‘hey my deep diaphragm box breathing is taking the edge of” it’s more like “hey someone took out the adrenaline IV out of my arm and I don’t need the coping skills”.
So - The answer seems obvious - break out the needle, go back to injections, donate blood and quit stressing!! But, I’d love to get the most out of it for once. I have tried daily/weekly/2x/IM/SubQ dosing, and for most of the past 10 years I have settled on 3x/week SubQ. However, now I am wondering how much of my low level background battling of this body oriented anxiety is attributed to testosterone rather than me being ‘just an anxious guy’ . My inclination for dosing, even when I was on 60 mg/week, was “If I am going to be on TRT, why am I going to take less than that and not get benefits” But maybe the answer is because even at those low doses, I’m a damned superhero who can free all the T and put it to work!
But seriously, how do I get the most out of this? Do I worry if my total T is like 300-400 but my Free T is at the top of the range? What the hell is it with the Jatenzo that felt like I was straight up injecting gasoline and nightmare juice? Any other pointers?
(I’m waiting on a few new labs, and I know everyone hates just summaries, but my Thyroid is always decently in range, my estradiol will fluctuate but was actually low last time I checked in spring, my iron levels are good now)
Thanks in advance for even letting me vent.