I just did some posing, I like posing in the cold. I’ve been on 126mg of testosterone for about 8 weeks now, my last deca administration was around 8 weeks ago, it feels cleared, I’m considering a pct before my next cycle.
I did bloods at the peak of my last cycle while on orals and everything was fine, liver, kidneys I could have upped the dose but I didn’t, the only thing I needed to improve was colestrael so I started 10mg Ezetimibe per day, I also started using 5mg nebivolol per day because of my blood pressure readings, I had to bring down my resting heart rate and I would keep those 2 in every deca cycle I do. I didn’t need telmesartan.
I tried tren ace for the first time, 70mg per week and it felt stronger than 20mg anavar per day to me and in my opinion tren ace feels different than tren enanthate. There’s no need to take more, tren is dangerous so I would advice against tren use to everyone without experience.
I’m not planning to take high dose tren again, I don’t need it. I’m more interested I’m improving my health and fitness.
I prefer deca over tren now that I have more experience.
I’m not planning to use tren for my contest, I am planning to use deca.
I’m currently taking fadojia agrestis, turkesterone, ecdesterone, creatine and acai berry pre workout
Update:
I can’t make new posts in this thread as a new member, I’m trying to give my angels a final conclusion.
I’m actually trying to close the chapter on this thread
I decided against a pct for now, maybe after the amateur classic physique competition, I increased my dose to 168mg testosterone per week only.
my last pct after my first deca cycle ended up going well, the first 2.5 months was hard but I started making gains from my training after month 3.
I didn’t have any negative side effects caused by deca. I felt great.
I did 2 deca cycles with low testosterone dose, my last cycle I was on 84mg testosterone with 420mg deca per week, and I even tried 56mg testosterone with it to experience the variation in hormonal balance.
I believe it’s a myth about having to take more steroids than last time. I have been making good muscle gains on this TRT/detox phase, my forearms and upper chest feels wobbly from mass for the first time in my life, I can feel it wobble when I walk. I have the best muscle definition on bulk I’ve ever had, especially upper chest.
I’ve just been keeping the calories and the carbs high
Me and Katya are no longer involved, we was together last Christmas and new years, she left me, I covered my forearm tattoos, I’m just waiting for inspiration what to do with the rest. what we have both gone separate ways
I think this is what went wrong in the relationship:
She was interested in me from the beginning, I felt the energy and the spiritual feedback, my honest compliment uplifted her during dark times and there was no need for anyone to rally around her, if she wasn’t interested why did she go out with me? Why did she come to me everyday? She came to my house so many times I lost count, We used to meet up everyday, we used to cuddle and hold hands everyday, her pupils used to dilate when she looked at me, I told her she wasn’t allowed male friends the normal stuff like that we started having arguments, retrospectively I think they was beautiful romantic arguments.
she cried on my neck, she’s my baby still but everyone wants me to move on and I don’t know what’s going on when I’m away, she has guys in the friends zone and she knows I’ll never take her back if she goes to another man after me
All this bad energy drove us crazy
I feel like they are trying to change the narrative
I just want people to stop labelling me as a creepy stalker simp, it’s ruining my life, I don’t deserve that
I never forced Katya in front of all those men in Bulgaria, i never raped anyone, why am I being persecuted, the negative energy alone is too much for me
I’m a good man
I just want to move on with my life and find better energy
No need to involve me with what she does
I think about other things with my time
I’m not going to do the duty of a husband and pray for her all day and night anymore, if she is within the scope of my daily prayers that’s up to God
I do wish her the best, I still care about her, I want her angels to pray for her
I never hit her, she has all the protection of the Bulgarian men
she said I’m a gentle man
@pecsmex
Just so you know I’m not saying this behind her back and I already told her I’m saying this here
I heard squirrels make excellent training partners