I Am Not F&cked: A Log About Hope

10/27/24
Bodyweight: 218lbs

5/3/1 w/ joker sets

A1)Barbell Back Squats: (warm up sets x2) 120lbs x5, 140lbs x5, 160lbs x5, x5

B1) Barbell Bench Press: (warm up sets x2) 110lbs x5, 125lbs x5, 145lbs x5, x5
C1) Standing Straight Barbell Curl: 70lbs X10, X10, x8, x7
D1)Dumbbell RESS 15lbs (ea) X10, X10 ea-stopped due to cramp feeling in right medial hamstrings
E1) Standing Triceps Press down (rope handle) 52.5lbs X10, X10, x8
F1) Seated Straight Knee Calf Raise Machine: 175lbs X10, 205lbs X10, x10
G1) Decline Reverse Crunch (Knees Bent) Bwt X10, x8

Trying to be patient, build strength slow on the main lifts. A few aches here and there on the squats. Trying to force a little more upright posture going down to the hole. My right hamstring issue is starting to resurface. I felt it trying to build up running over a year ago in the same spot. I hope the issue doesn’t grow larger.

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10/29/24
5/3/1 w/joker sets

A1) Barbell Standing Overhead Press: (bar) X10, 80lbs x3, 95lbs x3, 105lbs x3, x6
B1) Barbell Romanian Deadlift: (bar) x10, 115lbs x3, 130lbs x3, 145lbs x3, x6
C1) Parallel Close Grip Pull-ups (Bwt) x9, x6, x5, x4
B1) Soleus Raises Seated (75lbs) X10, X10, x9
C1) Lying Hamstring Curls: 115lbs x8, x8, x8
D1) Lateral Plant Holds (off feet, BWT) 30 sec x2 ea
E1) Supported Barbell Wrist Curls: 40lbs x18, x12
F1) Supported Barbell Wrist Extensions: 40lb X10, x10- maybe I need to find that rope roll up thing

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Diet from last week- still not where I want. Maybe I’ll mess around with some fasting to avoid more calories until I eat cleaner


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10/31/24
5/3/1 w/ joker sets

A1)Barbell Back Squats: (warm up sets x2) 130lbs x3, 150lbs x3, 165lbs x3, x6
B1) Barbell Bench Press: (warm up sets x2) 120lbs x3, 135lbs x3, 155lbs x3, x5
C1) Standing Straight Barbell Curl: 70lbs X10, X10, x8, x7
D1)Dumbbell RESS 15lbs (ea) X10, X10 ea-stopped due to cramp feeling in right medial hamstrings
E1) Standing Triceps Press down (rope handle) 52.5lbs X10, X10, x8
F1) Seated Straight Knee Calf Raise Machine: 175lbs X10, 205lbs X10, x10
G1) Decline Reverse Crunch (Knees Bent) Bwt X10, x8

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11/3/24
5/3/1 w/joker sets

A1) Barbell Standing Overhead Press: (bar) X10, 90lbs x5, 100lbs x3, 115lbs x1, x6
B1) Barbell Romanian Deadlift: (bar) x10, 125lbs x5, 140lbs x3, 155lbs x1, x6
C1) Parallel Close Grip Pull-ups (Bwt) x10, x6, x5, x4
B1) Soleus Raises Seated (75lbs) X10, X10, x9
C1) Lying Hamstring Curls: 115lbs x8, x8, x8
D1) Lateral Plant Holds (off feet, BWT) 30 sec x2 ea
E1) Supported Barbell Wrist Curls: 40lbs x20, x20
F1) Supported Barbell Wrist Extensions: off preacher pad 30lbs X20, x20
G1) Cable Face Pull/shoulder ER with Rope:17.5lbs X20, x20

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11/7/24
5/3/1 w/ joker sets

A1)Barbell Back Squats: (warm up sets x2) 140lbs x5, 160lbs x3, 175lbs x1, x6- everything was tight in the legs, even after warming up
B1) Barbell Bench Press: (warm up sets x2) 125lbs x5, 145lbs x3, 160lbs x1, x6
C1) Standing Straight Barbell Curl: 80lbs X10, X10, x8, x7
D1)Dumbbell RESS 15lbs (ea) X10, X10 ea-stopped due to cramp feeling in right medial hamstrings
E1) Standing Triceps Press down (rope handle) 52.5lbs X10, X10, x8
F1) Seated Straight Knee Calf Raise Machine: 175lbs X10, 205lbs X10, x10
G1) Decline Reverse Crunch (Knees Bent) Bwt X10, x8

I am agitated as fuck this week. Good for workouts I guess, bad for social interactions. Diet is on point since Sunday.

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11/10/24
Bodyweight: 215.6lbs (-2lbs)

5/3/1 w/joker sets

A1) Barbell Standing Overhead Press: (bar) X10, 85lbs x5, 100lbs x5, 110lbs x5, x8, x6
B1) Barbell Romanian Deadlift: (bar) x10, 125lbs x5, 140lbs x5, 160lbs x5, x7, x6
C1) Parallel Close Grip Pull-ups (Bwt) x10, x6, x5, x4
B1) Soleus Raises Seated (70lbs) X10, X10, x9
C1) Lying Hamstring Curls: 120lbs x8, x8, x7
D1) Lateral Plant Holds (off feet, BWT) 30 sec x2 ea
E1) Supported Barbell Wrist Curls: skipped
F1) Supported Barbell Wrist Extensions: off preacher pad 40lbs X10, x6 30lbs X20 burning bad
G1) Cable Face Pull/shoulder ER with Rope:17.5lbs X20, x20

Trying hard, diet cleaner this week, no booze. Getting mentally hard before I get physically hard…

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11/12/24
5/3/1 w/ joker sets

A1)Barbell Back Squats: (warm up sets x2) 125lbs x5, 145lbs x5, 165lbs x5, x5, x5
B1) Barbell Bench Press: (warm up sets x2) 115lbs x5, 135lbs x5, 165lbs x5, x5, x5
C1) Standing Straight Barbell Curl: 70lbs X12, X10, x9, x8
D1)Dumbbell RESS 20lbs (ea) X10, X10 ea
E1) Standing Triceps Press down (rope handle) 52.5lbs X10
F1) Seated Straight Knee Calf Raise Machine: 175lbs X10, 215lbs X10, x10, x9
G1) Decline Reverse Crunch (Knees Bent) Bwt X15, x9

Diet summary last week:


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11/14/24
5/3/1 w/joker sets

A1) Barbell Standing Overhead Press: (bar) X10, 85lbs x3, 100lbs x3, 110lbs x3, x5, x5
B1) Barbell Romanian Deadlift: (bar) x10, 125lbs x3, 140lbs x3, 160lbs x3, x5, x6
C1) Parallel Close Grip Pull-ups (Bwt) x10, x6, x5, x4
B1) Soleus Raises Seated (70lbs) X10, X10, x9
C1) Lying Hamstring Curls: 120lbs x8, x8, x7
D1) Lateral Plank Holds (off feet, BWT) 30 sec x2 ea
E1) Supported Barbell Wrist Extensions: off preacher pad 40lbs X10, x6 30lbs X20 burning bad
F1) Cable Face Pull/shoulder ER with single arm handle :17.5lbs X20, x20 ea

Elbow pain still with me, on both sides now, but right>left. It bothers me with pressing lifts mostly but a little with the pull-ups. I’m ignoring it for now.

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11/17/24
Bodyweight: 215lbs

5/3/1 w/ joker sets

A1)Barbell Back Squats: (warm up sets x2) 135lbs x3, 155lbs x3, 175lbs x3, x6
B1) Barbell Bench Press: (warm up sets x2) 125lbs x3, 140lbs x3, 160lbs x3, x7
C1) Standing Straight Barbell Curl: 70lbs X12, X10, x9, x8
D1)Dumbbell RESS 20lbs (ea) X10, X10 ea
E1) Standing Triceps Press down (rope handle) 52.5lbs X10
F1) Seated Straight Knee Calf Raise Machine: 175lbs X10, 220lbs X10, x10, x9
G1) Decline Reverse Crunch (Knees Bent) Bwt X15, x9

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11/19/24
5/3/1 w/joker sets

A1) Barbell Standing Overhead Press: (bar) X10, 90lbs x5, 105lbs x3, 115lbs x1, x7, x6
B1) Barbell Romanian Deadlift: (bar) x10, 135lbs x5, 150lbs x3, 170lbs x1, x5, x6
C1) Parallel Close Grip Pull-ups (Bwt) x9, x6, x5, x4
B1) Soleus Raises Seated (70lbs) X10, X10, x9
C1) Lying Hamstring Curls: 120lbs x8, x8, x7
D1) Lateral Plank Holds (off feet, BWT) skipped
E1) Supported Barbell Wrist Extensions: off preacher pad: 30lbs X20, x12 burning bad
F1) Cable Face Pull/shoulder ER with single arm handle : 22.5lbs X15, x15 ea

I tweaked my left lumbar rib/area during the overhead presses, maybe extending that area too much and opening up my ribcage. Not fun.

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11/23/24
5/3/1 w/ joker sets

A1)Barbell Back Squats: (warm up sets x2) 145lbs x5, 165lbs x3, 185lbs x2, 135lbs x8, x8
B1) Barbell Bench Press: (warm up sets x2) 135lbs x5, 150lbs x3, 170lbs x1, x5, x5
C1) Standing Straight Barbell Curl: 70lbs X16, X12, x10, x8
D1)Dumbbell RESS 20lbs (ea) X10, X10 ea
E1) Standing Triceps Press down (rope handle) skipped
F1) Seated Straight Knee Calf Raise Machine: 175lbs X10, 220lbs X10, x10, x9
G1) Decline Reverse Crunch (Knees Bent) Bwt X15, x9

Back hurts on the left but wearing a lifting belt helped with higher weight. Right elbow stings like a bitch with bench press and curls.

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11/26/24
5/3/1 w/joker sets

A1) Barbell Standing Overhead Press: (bar) X10, 85lbs x5, 95lbs x5, 110lbs x5, x5
B1) Barbell Romanian Deadlift: (bar) x10, 120lbs x5, 140lbs x5, 160lbs x5, x6
C1) Parallel Close Grip Pull-ups (Bwt) x10, x6, x5, x4
B1) Soleus Raises Seated (70lbs) X10, X10, x9
C1) Lying Hamstring Curls: 120lbs x8, x8, x6
D1) Lateral Plank Holds (off feet, BWT) skipped
E1) Supported Barbell Wrist Extensions: off preacher pad: 30lbs X20, x12, x10 burning bad
F1) Cable Face Pull/shoulder ER with single arm handle : 22.5lbs X15, x15 ea

Got on the Air-assault bike and pedaled for 5 min at around 9mph. Wow do I suck at this. Not only did I suck some wind pretty quickly, my quads around my knees started burning quite a bit.

Also I have prepared my pre-Thanksgiving gut for the past several months hanging out like a jello-y blob. I suck.

Diet summary from last week. Not a wonder why nothing much has changed with composition. I know I can do better than this.


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11/29/24
5/3/1 w/ joker sets

A1)Barbell Back Squats: (warm up sets x2) 135lbs x5, 155lbs x5, 175lbs x5, x5, x5- back felt decent with belt, tried to stay upright but below parallel knee bend
B1) Barbell Bench Press: (warm up sets x2) 120lbs x5, 135lbs x5, 155lbs x5, x8-medial elbow hurt the whole time, I might have to switch back to dumbbells with comparable weight as I try to rehab the tendinitis.
C1) Standing EZ- Barbell Curl: 60lbs X20, X15, x10- went for wide grip to lessen elbow pain and curled bar- lots of reps and slightly lighter
D1)Dumbbell RESS 25lbs (ea) X10, X10 ea
E1) Standing Triceps Press down (rope handle) skipped
F1) Seated Straight Knee Calf Raise Machine: 175lbs X10, 220lbs X10, x10, x10
G1) Decline Reverse Crunch (Knees Bent) Bwt X15, x10

Hit my weights, reps.

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12/1/24
Bodyweight: 216lbs of jelly.

5/3/1 w/joker sets

A1) Barbell Standing Overhead Press: (bar) X10, 90lbs x3, 100lbs x3, 115lbs x3, x6, x6
B1) Barbell Romanian Deadlift: (bar) x10, 130lbs x3, 150lbs x3, 165lbs x6, x6
C1) Parallel Close Grip Pull-ups (Bwt) x9, x6, x5, x4
B1) Soleus Raises Seated (70lbs) X10, X10, x9
C1) Lying Hamstring Curls: 120lbs x8, x8, x6
D1) Lateral Plank Holds (off feet, BWT) skipped
E1) Supported Barbell Wrist Extensions: off preacher pad: 30lbs X20, x15, x10 burning bad
F1) Cable Face Pull/shoulder ER with single arm handle : 22.5lbs X15, x15 ea

Got on the Air-assault bike and pedaled for 10 min. No condition for endurance.

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12/3/24
5/3/1 w/ joker sets

A1)Barbell Back Squats: (warm up sets x2) 145lbs x3, 165lbs x3, 185lbs x3, x3- back felt decent with belt, tried to stay upright but below parallel knee bend
B1) Dumbbells Bench Press: (warm up sets x2) 120lbs(2-60’s) x3, 140lbs x3, 160lbs x5, x5-elbows slightly tucked was least painful on right
C1) Standing EZ- Barbell Curl: 70lbs X10,x10, X10, x8- went for wide grip to lessen elbow pain and curled bar
D1)Dumbbell RESS 25lbs (ea) X10, X10, x8 ea
E1) Standing Triceps Press down (rope handle) skipped
F1) Seated Straight Knee Calf Raise Machine: skipped
G1) Decline Reverse Crunch (Knees Bent) Bwt X15, x10

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12/7/24
5/3/1 w/joker sets

A1) Barbell Standing Overhead Press: (bar) X10, 95lbs x5, 110lbs x3, 120lbs x1, x6, x6
B1) Barbell Romanian Deadlift: (bar) x10, 120lbs x5, 160lbs x3, 175lbs x6, x6
C1) Parallel Close Grip Pull-ups (Bwt) x10, x6, x5, x4
B1) Soleus Raises (Seated) 70lbs X10, X10, 50lbs x10, x10
C1) Lying Hamstring Curls: 120lbs x8, x8, x6
D1) Lateral Plank Holds (off feet, BWT) skipped
E1) Supported Barbell Wrist Extensions: off preacher pad: 30lbs X20, x15, x10 burning bad
F1) Cable Face Pull/shoulder ER with single arm handle : 22.5lbs X15, x15 ea

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12/10/24
5/3/1 w/ joker sets

A1)Barbell Back Squats: Skipped
B1) Dumbbells Bench Press: (warm up sets x2)100lbs x10- elbows slightly tucked was least painful on right
C1) Standing EZ- Barbell Curl: 80lbs X10,x10, X10, x8- went for wide grip to lessen elbow pain and curled bar
D1)Dumbbell RESS in Smith Machine 50lbs X10, X10, x10 ea- set the bar low in the rack to hook my leg on, much more comfortable and lower than the normal bench height, grabbed one 50lbs DB and went at it

Air Assault Bike, 15 min steady at about 8 mph

Ok- if ever I needed a de-load week I think this is it. First off, multiple things still hurt- my right elbow being the worst, left side of my back and knee. I’ve tried a few warm up methods and am using my lifting belt, but decided not to squat today out of fear of making it worse. Normal push ups do not bother my elbow, but most presses, curls, and pulls fire it up. Makes me want to ditch all barbell movements for a while, but then I’m really quitting 5:3:1 again.

I didn’t sleep well last night. The big reason being some bad news last evening. My wife had ANA antibodies tested and the results show she may have Lupus. We have suspected something was very wrong with her body for years and she already has one autoimmune disease, so it seems to fit. So much isn’t known about Lupus- even an agreed diagnosis from what I’m understanding. I feel terrible for her and the years ahead of what she will go though She has had no energy the past year and doesn’t usually even want to go on walks anymore.

Why are medical diagnoses always worse for the ones we love than ourselves? I feel like I could deal better if it were me.

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Hoping you can both get through this together!

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Sorry to hear about your wife’s ill health. Good luck to you both.

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