Update time:
About 2 months after my last update, our reproductive doc suggested stopping TRT to possibly improve my sperm count. Bad move. After about 6 weeks, I felt like a truck ran me over. Make matters worse, my sperm count remained just as low, so there was no benefit. Returned to my most recent protocol around early November, and since then have been trying to deal with some remaining issues. A summary:
Basic info:
â?¢34 years old
â?¢5’7"
â?¢185-190lb
Current regimen:
â?¢28mg testosterone enanthate EOD
â?¢250IU hCG EOD
Current non-prescription supplements:
â?¢2000mg time release vitamin C
â?¢1200mg red yeast rice
â?¢600mg alpha lipoic acid
â?¢100mg CoQ10
â?¢400mg magnesium
â?¢30mg zinc
â?¢1000mcg b12
Current diet:
My diet has much room for improvement. When I was in my best shape, I did about 18 months of low carb eating, consuming around 400g of protein a day. I was powerlifting at the time and had much different goals than now. A typical day at the moment looks something like this - sweet potato and eggs for breakfast, an apple and some organic seed butter mid morning, some broiled chicken and a chickpea salad for lunch, a handful of trail mix in the afternoon, some fish, rice and veggies for dinner, and maybe an unhealthy snack most evenings.
History:
Severe emotional trauma at age 22, the effects of which lasted about 2 years. Looking back, this is when I first started noticing brain fog, and also when I started what would be 8 years of anti depressant therapy. I received varying benefit from SSRI’s, and do believe they are helpful in certain situations.
From the age of 22 to 30 I was hit with about every kind of emotional stress a human being can be hit with. Divorce. Loss of family. Financial. Job loss. I was actually once married for 12 hours at the pinnacle of my struggles. I do not recall a period of more than a month from 22 to 30 that was peaceful. I was a heavy substance abuser (alcohol only) and ballooned up to 235 pounds at one point.
At 30 I met the girl I would marry and be with for the rest of my life. Stresses subsided, life stabilized, weight came off, lifestyle improved - at one point I was sub 10% body fat at 180 pounds, and was in great shape. Still was fighting the effects of nearly 10 years of stress. Decided to enter into hormone therapy after being told by an incompetant physician that “your testosterone is terrible”.
<When I retrieve them from that office, I will post the labs that I accumulated through the various therapies that I went on during this period>
Current symptoms:
â?¢Fatigue, at times quite crippling
â?¢Depression
â?¢Motivation
â?¢Brain Fog
â?¢Anxiety
â?¢Sleep disturbance
Libido has actually been fine, erection performance is pretty reliable, I do experience morning erections I would say the bulk of the time.
Current labs, being drawn tomorrow:
Serum Total Testosterone
Serum bioavailable testosterone
Serum SHBG
Estradiol
Free T3
Free T4
Reverse T3 (note to Canadian members - this is indeed available in Canada, you just need to pay for it)
TSH
Salivary 4x cortisol
DHEAS
DHT
Fasting glucose
Fasting insulin
CBC
Hematocrit
Lipid panel
Vitamin D25_OH
Liver markers
Ferritin
HS-CRP
Will post results when I get them.