Spent years after being stabbed getting fat as shit losing all my muscle mass. Ive been trying to diet by counting calories and getting at least 150g of protein a day.
It is driving me nuts and I feel ravenous at like 2500 calories and my TDEE as a fatty is way lower than that. I need ideas how to have a sustained diet template that i can actually stick to but i have no idea what to do or how to deal with the mental side to dieting.
Could I have destroyed my metabolism by being bed ridden for years between surgeries? I lost so much mass and Ive gained alot on my first cycle primarily in my arms and shoulders but my back, legs etc are really atrophied compared to how I was before.
So my fat is high but my total LBM is low. Its like a skinny guy with big arms trapped in a fat suit.
600g chicken breast - 636 calories - 144g protein
Rice 300g uncooked - 411 calories - 9g protein
thai sauce - 420 calories
some premade humus, pitta cous cous chargrilled veg thing I picked up for work
520 calories 24g protein
thats 1987 calories
177 protein
went lower today than the 200 i was on rest of the week as I started eating my next thing but dropped it while into it couldn’t figure out how many calories id had from it and didn’t want to guesstimate.
Sorry should clarify its a curry sauce with veggies, nuts, greens etc. Not like a nutritionally void sause.
Also the thing is I thought eating too little calories was bad? Would it be better to east 1400 calories a day? Genuijnely can I just eat 1000 calories a day for 2 months then eat at maintenance for a bit? Why is there no objective right way to diet its confusing as fuck.
Dont eat too much, don’t eat too little, dont eat that, don’t have that micronutrient. Its fucking baffling. Would eating 420 calories of apples be better?
I did that but I then did a day of tracking it on myfitnesspal and I was only getting like 900 calories fue to finding the meat and veg boring. And people online said that eating that low is bad for long term weight loss and i was being a retard lol.
No i get that bit but then doing that constantly im constantly thinking about a next binge because my irish family are making tata ash or something good and im sat next to them eating my chicken with a grimace.
Like i think there is an emotional connection to food that if i eat boring shit eventualy i snap and want the bad shit i grew up eating.
Did i just realise i have an eating disorder as i am typing?
If someone has an emotional attachment with food what do you think is more sustainable long term? I think I can be strict for 2 weeks at a time then I need to have a day or so where i don’t count and don’t overly restrict.
Maybe stick to meat and veggies for 2 weeks then have a day or two off without going beserk?
Are you really eating this daily? Or is this just a snapshot of one day? What I’m getting at…is 2500 your optimal day with a bunch of cheating mixed in throughout the week, or are you literally eating only 17,500 cal a week?