Hey T-Nation, looking for some advice.
I have unfortunately hit the nightmare cycle and PCT.
After lots of research and hype for my first cycle, I started a Test-E only 250mg/w cycle.
My plan was to run this cycle for 16 weeks to then do a PCT of 4 weeks into a trip out of the country.
However, two things happened towards the end of split:
- I started developing gyno even when I was taking an AI (Adex) every other day.
- I got the news that I need to go on another trip out of the country already in november lasting atleast 2 weeks, which set me in panic mode because I need to finish my PCT before that because I barely got time to do a PCT for the other trip.
So after 11 weeks of my cycle I stopped completely, started taking nolva 10mg/day before my PCT began because I wanted to start helping the gyno early, and it kinda helped but not entirely.
Anyway, 2 weeks after my last pin I increased the nolva to 20mg/day and did so for about a week, when I started noticing changes to my vision:
- I noticed some more eye floaters than previously, nothing crazy but just some more obvious ones
- My vision on my left eye has gotten worse than before (I wear contacts) and its a bit foggy.
So now I am in panic mode 2.0, I told myself I rather get gyno and low T than worsen the eye vision even further so now I have halted all my takings of Nolva, but now I am really worried that everything is getting fucked up.
My trip in november is very career changing and I need to be functional, I heard people get completely depressed and lethargic without a PCT so I’m not sure what to do right now.
I kinda realized that I set myself in a very bad position and I’m not sure how to tackle it, from the options I see I have are:
- Just hold on and try handle it the best I can
- Get help from real doctors, but I’m afraid this might go in my journal and fuck me up for life.
- Try get help with TRT through a clinic now, but I’m not sure what they would say about my values looking all messed up, I feel it kind of would be obvious I have been on a cycle due to LH values and so forth so idk what I should do.
Appreciate all help!