I know adults who won’t take the first step to repair a relationship. Your life struggles have made you wise beyond your years. 
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i hope so J.
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i’m sinking. episodes are getting a lot harder to fight, and i just wanna give up. more than anything. i want to feel relief and be stress-free for the first time in my life. planning the end of my life helps me feel that way.
Uhhh what’s wrong bud.
According to my beliefs, there isn’t relief in death. You know this but this is all I’m coming up with at the moment. Does this help?
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Hey J, thanks for the cute cat meme. Today started out crappy and depressing but definitely got better. i surrounded myself with positive people and I learned that I will have a place to stay by the end of this weekend. Now I know what I have to do to help myself. The light has finally shown up.
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Good. You MUST get a therapist you like, someone to steady you through these ups and downs. Are you on medicaid? If not, find out what you need to do. Check in with your school’s health center or whatever, too, if they have one.
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Depression is kicking my ass again, it just doesn’t let up, ever. I’m doing everything right and it still all sucks
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Keep hanging in there brother, I don’t know much about depression or how to motivate you, but to the best of my knowledge there’s no Xbox, gyms or tnation in the afterlife so you might as well stick around with us for as long as you can 
One day at a time x
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Hello @kleinhound
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Hey boss 
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What’s up
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Sorry for the late response brother, was at an all day first aid training. You hit the weights today?
I did not.
Did you?
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I did man, and I didn’t warm up like an idiot and now I’ve pulled what I thought was my rear delt but what is most definitely my lat lol
Good times
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That’s always fun.
Hit the weights today. PRs across the board. Finally got around to weighing my plates…they were overweight, just like I thought. Two pairs of 45 pound plates that I own are 8 and 10 pounds overweight, respectively. My axle is five pounds underweight, and my 25 pound plates are good. I didn’t bother weighing the change plates, but that means I get to add 15 pounds to my PRs. Fucking A.
Axle Deadlift
135 x 2 x 5
185 x 3
225 x 3
275 x 3
315 x 1
350 x 9 — PR, wore shoes, got interrupted midway by bathroom urges. Could have done more on a better day.
315 x 12 — matched an old PR. Hardest set I’ve ever done.
BW: 185 with clothes and my phone in my pocket.
https://www.instagram.com/p/B2hHUPWHdn3/?igshid=1vxf666xz54q1
Also, I’m done with the cigs, again. I almost died when I finished both my sets, which doesn’t usually happen, and they’re getting pretty fucking disgusting anyway. I’m just using a juul until I feel ready to quit that too.
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If anyone wants to read…this is my entire family history. I can trust you guys with this, and it might help those of you who check in on me understand where I’m coming from with my issues.
Hopefully, you guys can help me make sense of this shit.
I’m proud of myself for making it through. FINALLY. I never thought I’d see this day.
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that’s the spirit