Running my first cycle - I intended it to be a very gentle cycle somewhere at the edge of TRT/actual anabolic cycle.
Running just Test E from an UGL
Plan (12 weeks)
100/150/200/250/250/300/300 (I am here)/300/250/250/200/200
wait 2 weeks
Nolvadex cycle
(I’m a 41 year old hard gaining ectomorph that went down to about 135 lbs (yes, skinny as f*ck from 155 lbs during the pandemic from depression not eating. Test has consistently been hovering around 300-350 for prob 8 years now. Currently doing mostly intense bodyweight workouts. Mildly out of shape. Goal for cycle was to put on weight, see how test affects mood/motivation/libido, and maybe add some muscle - but I have a lot of gains I could make on my own before I run a larger dose anabolic cycle. Aiming for 3-4k calories a day)
Good news! Within 3 weeks noticed huge shifts in mood/motivation/libido. Have gained 11 lbs in 6 weeks. Exercise recovery time is massively improved. Endurance is massively improved in terms of max reps. Feeling great for a little while. Morning wood! Lots of sex!
Bad news!
I have massive PIP (I think I’ve been injecting way too fast, squeezing it all in in about 20 seconds) - this week is day 4 of feeling like someone kicked me in the ass with a steel-toe boot, can’t even put weight on that side of my butt yet.
The past 3 injections I’ve had some version of the “test flu” - 1-3 days of some shakes, shivers, dry cough, low grade fever (99.5-100) afterwards. I have some kidney pain/lower back pain this time as well.
RHR has gone up from 72 to 85, including a 10BPM increase while sleeping. This pretty much happened about 4 weeks in. Also currently have mild hypertension (130/80) when I’m usually normal.
Libido/mood shift seems to be waning a bit (normal after honeymoon phase right?)
Had labs done and full metabolic panel indicates everything normal except mildly elevated liver enzymes (could have been pandemic boozing, have been off booze for this cycle), and a mildly elevated white blood cell count.
Questions: I assume rise in BP/RHR is normal and i’ve heard many people adjust after awhile on perma-TRT or after their first few cycles. PIP is killing me now that I’m at 300 (using 300/1ml test e). Anything to do other than warm oil and go slower? Inhibited workouts this week.
Test flu is also annoying. I’m trying to do this cycle to see if I feel better and the past 3 weeks have all had 3+ days of feeling like I’m coming down with a cold.
I assume labs are fine, but interested to see how WBC and ALT look in another couple months.
Should I dilute test with GSO? Try and get some pharma test to see if its any different? Am I just a complete wimp with my bodyweight workouts complaining about a (really) sore glute and feeling feverish chills on such low doses of test?
Really liked the effects at about weeks 3 and 4, 5/6/7 have gotten progressively worse test fly and pain with the increased dosage. Maybe I should just do straight up TRT and not try to get towards superphysiological levels right now?