Hey man. Thanks so much for helping me out and talking to me. Life is a lot different now for sure. Im gonna wait on the TRT and just really put my head down this year and see where things land, then reasses.
Fucking miss the boys! The shitty field exercises! Deployments, getting up at 0200 to wait 9 hours to jump out of a plane for 15 seconds. It kind of just really hit me hard when i got out. And i didnt even realize how messed up i was until i got out and it all just abruptly ended. Hell, my first anxiety attack i didnt even know what it was.
Anyway i appreciate it man. When i got the notification for your first reply and i saw your name i recognized it from a bunch of threads ive read and I was like, “Oh shit! Here it come! Haha.” Thanks for keepin it real.