I know people have mentioned all sorts of things and when I was in your position I was screwed for about 18 months.
Your problem may be mental, when people on this board about 8 or 9 years ago told me this I didn’t believe it but I think you’ve been thinking so much about not getting wood that when it comes down to it, you’re so anxious that you destroy it yourself. Hell even I fail sometimes when I’m not comfortable or confident.
Don’t over think it, get the bloods done. I did see a post somewhere about losing fat and donating blood to clear nandrolone metabolites but I’m not too sure how true that is.
Eventually you WILL recover, the body is remarkable in its healing ability.
I wouldn’t call AAS poison, sure they’re cardiotoxic and toxic to many other organs in the body, however when used in reasonable doses they can have tremendous therapeutic and athletic benefit while being ‘safe’ (by safe I mean conpared to other drugs like stimulants, growth hormones, insulin and recreational drugs such as tobacco cocaine (I know cocaine is a stimulant but it’s really bad for cardiac health) etc). I’d even imagine most obese people are in at least just as bad if not worse shape internally than people who abuse anabolic steroids, is cheesecake poison? I agree with you though he needs to hop off the sauce for the time being and take it easy.
Well, this is depressing to see. I never used anabolic steroids in my life, but I was close to it.
My friend had idea that the 2 of us should run Test Cypionate and Deca cycle. He gave most of the money for that stuff, which was also his idea and he was the one to get that stuff.
I was 19 at that time (now 21, soon to be 22) and had no idea what “deca” was or side effects or anything. And it somehow sounded wrong to me to put some stuff in my body not knowing what it is - so I did not.
I literally threw both bottles to trash can in a park together with needles for injecting (I only threw that iron parts, I kept syringes to use them as water pistols to fight with my little sis )
Said to my friend that I’m using as much as he’s using (duh)
Had almoust no gains compared to him (not that I cared)
Had him ask me about my erections/libido, I said it’s fine, he thought I’m lying to him, he asked if I did anything else besides test and Deca, - I said no. He said he has some problems and I was like “IDK”. (I really had no idea what’s up)
He later on gave me pills for PCT - I threw that in trash too (because I never did steroids)
Months after the cycle he complained to me that he has no libido and is unable to have erections. I suggested him viagra which made him angry.
I gave him part of money to buy some test, so “we” can do test only cycle
I was smarter this time, I didn’t threw the test to trash, I kept it, when he needed to buy more, I jumped in and said “there, I got it this time” and gave him back that same bottle. (Which was the bottle I paid for, but he’s my friend)
He did few test only cycles… didn’t help…
And again - I ended up throwing PCT stuff to trash (didn’t need it since I didn’t use anything)
Anyways at the end he figured out that I never took anything in my life and that I was bullshitting him. He was also really angry, and even blamed me for screwing him over, apparently we should be in this together…
Long story short, it’s almoust 3 years since that and he still sees no improvement. He most likley did try reading all these forums, I have no idea what else he tried, he barley talks with me ever since.
So I just regged to this forum to tell you guys this story. I dodged the bullet. Also, I’ll tell him to take a look on this, it might help him. He might get over it if I save his day with solution xD
I can just tell you that I don’t think it will stay like this forever. Because nothing lasts forever.
I would like to offer some kind of advice but this really isn’t my area.
All of you seem to be really nice guys who didn’t deserve this stuff to happen to them. And I linked my friend with this, he said he had given up on forums and everything long time ago, but he will take a look and maybe give it a try.
My friend is now currently 22, how old are you?
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