[quote]scj119 wrote:
Bloodwork results in an hour and a half… gettin damn anxious.[/quote]
? Why. PM me if you have issues or concerns that you dont want public.[/quote]
I have a thread in TRT that I’ll be updating tonight when I get the results. I can PM you the link but may as well wait till tonight when I’m writing a summary post and combining all my labwork into a google doc.
Essentially I am anxious because I am scared of nothing turning up flagged. I just want to have an identifiable problem that I can start fixing (main issue is chronic fatigue, much more detail in my case thread). I don’t “crash” I am just tired at all hours of the day, sleep is totally unrefreshing.[/quote]
Well I know that feeling both what you are describing and the feeling of waiting for results.
“What if I have something bad” “Well fuck hopefully its something fixable then I will feel better” “What if there is nothing” “Fuck I just suck and need to get over it”.
These are daily thoughts in my head, you are not alone.[/quote]
Thanks man - one thing I do NOT stress about is “maybe it’s all in my head”. I know something is up, there is no reason to get 8 hours of sleep and be yawning all day in my office and in meetings and 30 seconds before a max bench attempt. Yes, I yawn while lifting.
However if my doc has the balls to tell me it’s just depression or all in my head, I will slit her throat on the spot.
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As a person who has been diagnosed with depression, more specifically dysthymia or double depression, I always hated when people said it’s JUST depression or JUST in my head. [/quote]
Something terrible has happened. I usually walk everywhere I go if I can. Recent circumstances have made me have to drive more. But I hate to drive and I could care less about cars and have zero appreciation for them. This has saved me a lot of money and also helped me stay a bit healthier and leaner.
But I have begun to love driving and I’m started to lust after nice cars I am itching for another road trip to fly along the winding mountain highway.