[quote]scj119 wrote:
[quote]Derek542 wrote:
[quote]scj119 wrote:
[quote]Derek542 wrote:
[quote]Grneyes wrote:
Oh jeez…[/quote]
Did you say Jesus?[/quote]
How long you been waitin to fire off that gem?[/quote]
I have used it many times when Stefano was posting. [/quote]
Awesome. There is literally nothing I love more [/quote]
I love pussy but you know it takes all kinds 
[quote]countingbeans wrote:
[quote]tootles27 wrote:
buttlocks. [/quote]
Now, does your ass hair have to be twisted together perminantly to be a buttlock, or…[/quote]
lol.
HOLY WORK DAY!
[quote]Grneyes wrote:
[quote]Derek542 wrote:
[quote]scj119 wrote:
[quote]Derek542 wrote:
[quote]Grneyes wrote:
Oh jeez…[/quote]
Did you say Jesus?[/quote]
How long you been waitin to fire off that gem?[/quote]
I have used it many times when Stefano was posting. [/quote]
It is kind of creepy how Jesus-like he looks, isn’t it?
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I know but that guy was just acid baked for sure.
[quote]Derek542 wrote:
[quote]Grneyes wrote:
[quote]Derek542 wrote:
[quote]scj119 wrote:
[quote]Derek542 wrote:
[quote]Grneyes wrote:
Oh jeez…[/quote]
Did you say Jesus?[/quote]
How long you been waitin to fire off that gem?[/quote]
I have used it many times when Stefano was posting. [/quote]
It is kind of creepy how Jesus-like he looks, isn’t it?
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I know but that guy was just acid baked for sure.[/quote]
LOL, probably!
Okay, I’ve seen this Volkwagon commercial a million times today and every time I still laugh. It’s the kid in the Vader costume trying to use the Force on different things. FInally, he goes to the driveway and tries it on his parents’ car.
All of a sudden it turns on and the lights flash and the kid is totally shocked. Then you see the parents from the kitchen window and the dad has the remote start. His wife gives him this look and he just smiles back at her. I love it.
Bloodwork results in an hour and a half… gettin damn anxious.
[quote]scj119 wrote:
Bloodwork results in an hour and a half… gettin damn anxious.[/quote]
? Why. PM me if you have issues or concerns that you dont want public.
I love cats, but lulz.
OMG…what did it do to the cat?
[quote]Derek542 wrote:
[quote]scj119 wrote:
Bloodwork results in an hour and a half… gettin damn anxious.[/quote]
? Why. PM me if you have issues or concerns that you dont want public.[/quote]
I have a thread in TRT that I’ll be updating tonight when I get the results. I can PM you the link but may as well wait till tonight when I’m writing a summary post and combining all my labwork into a google doc.
Essentially I am anxious because I am scared of nothing turning up flagged. I just want to have an identifiable problem that I can start fixing (main issue is chronic fatigue, much more detail in my case thread). I don’t “crash” I am just tired at all hours of the day, sleep is totally unrefreshing.
I find this kind of stuff really cool. Especially how he’s moving on beat (even though its fucking dubstep)…
[quote]scj119 wrote:
[quote]Derek542 wrote:
[quote]scj119 wrote:
Bloodwork results in an hour and a half… gettin damn anxious.[/quote]
? Why. PM me if you have issues or concerns that you dont want public.[/quote]
I have a thread in TRT that I’ll be updating tonight when I get the results. I can PM you the link but may as well wait till tonight when I’m writing a summary post and combining all my labwork into a google doc.
Essentially I am anxious because I am scared of nothing turning up flagged. I just want to have an identifiable problem that I can start fixing (main issue is chronic fatigue, much more detail in my case thread). I don’t “crash” I am just tired at all hours of the day, sleep is totally unrefreshing.[/quote]
Well I know that feeling both what you are describing and the feeling of waiting for results.
“What if I have something bad” “Well fuck hopefully its something fixable then I will feel better” “What if there is nothing” “Fuck I just suck and need to get over it”.
These are daily thoughts in my head, you are not alone.
[quote]Derek542 wrote:
[quote]scj119 wrote:
[quote]Derek542 wrote:
[quote]scj119 wrote:
Bloodwork results in an hour and a half… gettin damn anxious.[/quote]
? Why. PM me if you have issues or concerns that you dont want public.[/quote]
I have a thread in TRT that I’ll be updating tonight when I get the results. I can PM you the link but may as well wait till tonight when I’m writing a summary post and combining all my labwork into a google doc.
Essentially I am anxious because I am scared of nothing turning up flagged. I just want to have an identifiable problem that I can start fixing (main issue is chronic fatigue, much more detail in my case thread). I don’t “crash” I am just tired at all hours of the day, sleep is totally unrefreshing.[/quote]
Well I know that feeling both what you are describing and the feeling of waiting for results.
“What if I have something bad” “Well fuck hopefully its something fixable then I will feel better” “What if there is nothing” “Fuck I just suck and need to get over it”.
These are daily thoughts in my head, you are not alone.[/quote]
Thanks man - one thing I do NOT stress about is “maybe it’s all in my head”. I know something is up, there is no reason to get 8 hours of sleep and be yawning all day in my office and in meetings and 30 seconds before a max bench attempt. Yes, I yawn while lifting.
However if my doc has the balls to tell me it’s just depression or all in my head, I will slit her throat on the spot.
[quote]scj119 wrote:
[quote]Derek542 wrote:
[quote]scj119 wrote:
[quote]Derek542 wrote:
[quote]scj119 wrote:
Bloodwork results in an hour and a half… gettin damn anxious.[/quote]
? Why. PM me if you have issues or concerns that you dont want public.[/quote]
I have a thread in TRT that I’ll be updating tonight when I get the results. I can PM you the link but may as well wait till tonight when I’m writing a summary post and combining all my labwork into a google doc.
Essentially I am anxious because I am scared of nothing turning up flagged. I just want to have an identifiable problem that I can start fixing (main issue is chronic fatigue, much more detail in my case thread). I don’t “crash” I am just tired at all hours of the day, sleep is totally unrefreshing.[/quote]
Well I know that feeling both what you are describing and the feeling of waiting for results.
“What if I have something bad” “Well fuck hopefully its something fixable then I will feel better” “What if there is nothing” “Fuck I just suck and need to get over it”.
These are daily thoughts in my head, you are not alone.[/quote]
Thanks man - one thing I do NOT stress about is “maybe it’s all in my head”. I know something is up, there is no reason to get 8 hours of sleep and be yawning all day in my office and in meetings and 30 seconds before a max bench attempt. Yes, I yawn while lifting.
However if my doc has the balls to tell me it’s just depression or all in my head, I will slit her throat on the spot.
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Not saying its in your head, I am a happy MF most of the time. I still am the same way as what you are describing, with a pot of coffee and half a gallon of tea a day.
We live in a stressful society and we burn it at both ends, even with 8 hours of sleep.
Just be prepared if there is NOTHING that can be found by blood work.
I would need a ton of information to give you my medical opinion.
But just know if you need more information or questions feel free to PM me.
[quote]scj119 wrote:
[quote]Derek542 wrote:
[quote]scj119 wrote:
[quote]Derek542 wrote:
[quote]scj119 wrote:
Bloodwork results in an hour and a half… gettin damn anxious.[/quote]
? Why. PM me if you have issues or concerns that you dont want public.[/quote]
I have a thread in TRT that I’ll be updating tonight when I get the results. I can PM you the link but may as well wait till tonight when I’m writing a summary post and combining all my labwork into a google doc.
Essentially I am anxious because I am scared of nothing turning up flagged. I just want to have an identifiable problem that I can start fixing (main issue is chronic fatigue, much more detail in my case thread). I don’t “crash” I am just tired at all hours of the day, sleep is totally unrefreshing.[/quote]
Well I know that feeling both what you are describing and the feeling of waiting for results.
“What if I have something bad” “Well fuck hopefully its something fixable then I will feel better” “What if there is nothing” “Fuck I just suck and need to get over it”.
These are daily thoughts in my head, you are not alone.[/quote]
Thanks man - one thing I do NOT stress about is “maybe it’s all in my head”. I know something is up, there is no reason to get 8 hours of sleep and be yawning all day in my office and in meetings and 30 seconds before a max bench attempt. Yes, I yawn while lifting.
However if my doc has the balls to tell me it’s just depression or all in my head, I will slit her throat on the spot.
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As a person who has been diagnosed with depression, more specifically dysthymia or double depression, I always hated when people said it’s JUST depression or JUST in my head.
[quote]Grneyes wrote:
[quote]scj119 wrote:
[quote]Derek542 wrote:
[quote]scj119 wrote:
[quote]Derek542 wrote:
[quote]scj119 wrote:
Bloodwork results in an hour and a half… gettin damn anxious.[/quote]
? Why. PM me if you have issues or concerns that you dont want public.[/quote]
I have a thread in TRT that I’ll be updating tonight when I get the results. I can PM you the link but may as well wait till tonight when I’m writing a summary post and combining all my labwork into a google doc.
Essentially I am anxious because I am scared of nothing turning up flagged. I just want to have an identifiable problem that I can start fixing (main issue is chronic fatigue, much more detail in my case thread). I don’t “crash” I am just tired at all hours of the day, sleep is totally unrefreshing.[/quote]
Well I know that feeling both what you are describing and the feeling of waiting for results.
“What if I have something bad” “Well fuck hopefully its something fixable then I will feel better” “What if there is nothing” “Fuck I just suck and need to get over it”.
These are daily thoughts in my head, you are not alone.[/quote]
Thanks man - one thing I do NOT stress about is “maybe it’s all in my head”. I know something is up, there is no reason to get 8 hours of sleep and be yawning all day in my office and in meetings and 30 seconds before a max bench attempt. Yes, I yawn while lifting.
However if my doc has the balls to tell me it’s just depression or all in my head, I will slit her throat on the spot.
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As a person who has been diagnosed with depression, more specifically dysthymia or double depression, I always hated when people said it’s JUST depression or JUST in my head. [/quote]
Exactly. You cant man up or woman up true clinical depression. Might as well say by force of will I will no longer be hypertensive or diabetic.
[quote]Derek542 wrote:
[quote]Grneyes wrote:
[quote]scj119 wrote:
[quote]Derek542 wrote:
[quote]scj119 wrote:
[quote]Derek542 wrote:
[quote]scj119 wrote:
Bloodwork results in an hour and a half… gettin damn anxious.[/quote]
? Why. PM me if you have issues or concerns that you dont want public.[/quote]
I have a thread in TRT that I’ll be updating tonight when I get the results. I can PM you the link but may as well wait till tonight when I’m writing a summary post and combining all my labwork into a google doc.
Essentially I am anxious because I am scared of nothing turning up flagged. I just want to have an identifiable problem that I can start fixing (main issue is chronic fatigue, much more detail in my case thread). I don’t “crash” I am just tired at all hours of the day, sleep is totally unrefreshing.[/quote]
Well I know that feeling both what you are describing and the feeling of waiting for results.
“What if I have something bad” “Well fuck hopefully its something fixable then I will feel better” “What if there is nothing” “Fuck I just suck and need to get over it”.
These are daily thoughts in my head, you are not alone.[/quote]
Thanks man - one thing I do NOT stress about is “maybe it’s all in my head”. I know something is up, there is no reason to get 8 hours of sleep and be yawning all day in my office and in meetings and 30 seconds before a max bench attempt. Yes, I yawn while lifting.
However if my doc has the balls to tell me it’s just depression or all in my head, I will slit her throat on the spot.
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As a person who has been diagnosed with depression, more specifically dysthymia or double depression, I always hated when people said it’s JUST depression or JUST in my head. [/quote]
Exactly. You cant man up or woman up true clinical depression. Might as well say by force of will I will no longer be hypertensive or diabetic. :)[/quote]
No shit! I took Prozac (or the generic) for just over 10 years. I stopped taking it a few months ago and feel fine. I have emotions again, which can be kind of annoying at times, but I still get angry and then just let it go. That used to piss me off, that I couldn’t hold on to anger or a grudge or whatever, but now I realize that I’m giving whatever/whomever I’m angry at power over me and that’s just stupid.
Now, I hope everything is all right with sjc and he can figure out what’s wrong and fix it, however it needs to get fixed. Isn’t yawning also a sign of lack of oxygen? Like the body is trying to get more than it is? (I type this as I yawn)
I won’t waste any more TK space talking about this. The last page of my case thread is Test Results: Thyroid Problem? - Testosterone Replacement - Forums - T Nation
Not worth it going there until I update it tonight… like I said I’m gonna make one post summing up all symptoms/labwork to date so you don’t have to read 60 posts to know what’s going on. Will do it whenever I get back from the gym.
Back to your regularly scheduled TK programming…