Deca - 3 Years of Psychological Problems

At the end of 2019 I ran a 3 month deca cycle. I felt fine throughout, but 4 weeks after cessation I woke up with anhedonia (I can’t feel positive emotions like happiness, excitement, joy) and total loss of sexual drive.

I also suffer from derealization disorder (I feel like I’m in a dream and detached from my body).

My cognition on a scale of 1-10 would be a 3.

I have fatigue which seems persistent each day. At 12pm I get chronic fatigue for 30 minutes, then from 7pm-11pm I’m very tired but force myself to stay awake. Then after 11pm I’m quite awake.

I can get erections no problem.

Does anyone else suffer this? I am scared and I feel alone.

I feel like this is unlikely, or that you are entirely in the wrong place. Your ability to comprehend, understand, and learn new things at a 3 of 10 needs help much beyond what a bodybuilding forum can offer.
+1 for derealization disorder.

Me too, right after lunch. I just want to take a nap and don’t know how I’m supposed to deal with that without coffee.

Why? go to bed at an adult hour (AKA before 11pm).

Have you had your prolactin checked?

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@james103 I saw your post and you’re having my same problem following a 19-nor. I can’t reply to your thread nor contact you.