Crohn’s and Test

I am 38, I have horrible Crohn’s disease. I have several surgeries. I have had a IT guided drain, draining several abscesses around my prostate and bladder where the Crohn’s at two tunnels through my colon, through my tailbone, into my hip and back up to the bladder and prostate. I have sex drive, I have depression, I have no get and up in my anymore. I have zero competitiveness in me. Thinking about trying TRT. I have insurance. Looking to help gain muscle as well with TRT.