Hi all, I had two testosterone tests recently. These were done through the VA.
The most recent
Total testosterone : 264 ngdl
Free Test : 30.1 pg/ml
Two weeks prior
Total 444 ng/dl
Free 54.1 pg/ml
I’m 47. My wife and I have been struggling with my lack of libido, and honestly I am pretty low energy, I get enough gas to be present for a few hours a day, but when I get home from work I only have so much energy for my boy(8). I also sleep terrible, often going 4-5 hours a night for days on end. I have tried everything from no/carb to no caffeine and I can’t fix it.i wake up sometimes at 2 or 3 am and im wide awake
My symptoms aren’t horrible but they are significant, and I am wrestling with getting on TRT.
#1 the enormity of the decision, I mean once you go on it’s major to come off of it. It feels like a big commitment. Do I really need something this major possibly making a mistake messing with my endocrine system or is this no big deal and an answer that will help me be a better dad and husband?
#2 the tests fluctuate wildly, I mean my total was in normal range the first test, with my free being borderline. The second was low and my free T didn’t even make the reference ranges.
Are my levels just a little low where I can pull myself out of it somehow, or do I have a problem that warrants medical intervention. The differing scores have me confused. My primary doc (female) is dismissive and tells me to exercise. That’s hard to do when you aren’t sleeping great and have low energy.
Also the dependency aspect bothers me. I will no longer exist organically, but will be reliant on petermd to get me my medications which is external to myself. Maybe it’s just new and maybe I just have to get used to the idea. Something feels off about it. And I am worried I wouldn’t be quite myself. Or like maybe if it’s fake hormones im fake. I want to be me, not manufactured so to speak.
I know only I can answer all this, but opinions wanted. Do my levels warrant TRT, and is it possible at 47 to change all this with horrible sleep and a 45hour workweek?
I’m a family man and am trying to follow Jesus. I want to be reliant on him as well. However I believe if you have cancer you take the medication so obviously if I need to take t I’ll take it. .
Thoughts?