Well here I am again after 3 years, still on the AI merry-go-round and can’t seem to get off this horrible ride. I can type a whole book about my experiences but its the same stuff you will find sporadically on the net of all the guys going through the AI-hell of ups and downs like a yo-yo with no end in sight. I honestly think that some people just stop fighting it and give up and continue the yo-yo and then we dont hear from them anymore, thats why its not talked about daily.
So for me particularly, it seems long term usage of a tiny dose of AI isn’t a possibility and neither is coming off all the way. What happens is that I come off an AI all the way, wait as long as possible (up to 3 months) and then eventually give up due to high e2 sides and get back on a small dose. Then after 6 or so months end up coming back off for the same reasons I did before, rinse and repeat, forever.
When I take AI long term, eventually my whole body starts to hurt, my joints hurt and I get injuries such as my rotator cuffs that prevent me from working out. So then I get off and go through the detox hell.
I usually give up after 2 or so months because I cant get any sleep and my quality of life goes down the tube. Without an AI I can only ever get 6 hours of sleep, I am very bloated, oily, extremely irritable, lethargic during the day, and I have a constant mild headache all the time. Eventually I just can’t live with it anymore and go back to the AI. The AI seems to get my head hormones in check so I feel good mentally, but the rest of my body starts to suffer.
My only question and the reason for me posting here today, is that if I wait long enough without the AI, such as a whole year, is there any chance my body will finally figure it out and I will stop having high e2 symptoms my whole life? Or would this show itself by 3 months like I have waited several times? If you look at the half life of Arimidex it would make no sense to have to wait anything beyond 6 to 10 days for it to clear your system, but for some reason you have to wait a lot longer for the rebound. It must really do a number on our endocrine systems and our bodies have to reprogram from scratch.
Anyhow here are my stats:
6’1
215
~15% BF
.2mg CYP x2 per week - 100mg
AI (when on) .05-.10mg x2 per week
BP is really good, I have a cuff at home and test weekly
All my labs are in order. With that above dosage of test I usually score around 800 for testosterone on labs and everything else is perfect. I normally can keep a 1300 test while maintaining all my other lab values, but the problem is, the higher I go on test, the worse my e2 sides are.
Any advice would be appreciated thank you.
