from 2 different guys, both seem to be suspension. any way to find out for certain?
I feel my face puff up and my gut is so jiggly. I do have loose skin there.
Im taking test E, tren A, and the stanozalol/suspension but it may be the test E making feel like water retetion. trying to sort things out.
after my bike accident (broken ribs collar bone collapsed lung) I seem to be holding on to water very easily. I had a bad case of aedema for a long time. imprint in the skin when I held for 10 seconds in shin. also when I take my socks off, there is a “step”
some suggestions to check?
I do eat clean.
apples, oatmeal, powder, tuna, cottage cheese, bread, rice chicken. could be too much carbs too. I do M fast walks 3 times a week for 40 minutes. cant find the balance
I also think tren a has done some damage to heart and having a hard time to urinate. will need to switch to something calmer. was looking at EQ ?
I had tren almost completely shut down my kidneys about 6 months ago. I was deep in a water cut and my kidneys were aching really bad. Even after I started drinking water again it was still kind of hard to urinate for about a week or two.
Don’t fuck yourself up. Drop everything and run TRT only likr @mnben87 said. Figure out your health problems and get back to baseline before further polluting your body with AAS.
"You mean you think your winstrol suspension is actually test suspension? And you’re feeling puffy because of it?
Sorry don’t quite get the question"
yes exactly. how to discern winstrol? I dont think i EVER got real winstrol. I remember years back when I got into bb. 1 year and made not much gains. did research. clean meals, tons of effort. did the mike mentzer thing to a T. first time ever using, got supposedly stanozalol. I puffed up like crazy and got big. thats not legit. same thing now. I get big all of a sudden. under my chin and face seem to fill up. lightly but I notice it. jaw line is less defined.
“Don’t fuck yourself up. Drop everything and run TRT only likr @mnben87 said. Figure out your health problems and get back to baseline before further polluting your body with AAS.”
I was released last weak from 2 week forced admission to mental hospital. tons of slashers there from covid stress. covid broke me too. I lost my work. too much up and down. supposedly diagnosed with acute and transient psychotic disorders. I think the gear also affected my mental health. that tren is spicy and hot. but mentally im tired. Im not so caring of the damage more than it affecting my day to day. I dont care to live even past 70. I was terminal in our 3rd lockdown. massive panic attacks. some who are at their end feel like people wont miss them or they dont matter. I dont have any of that. im simply tired and worn out. everyone has thier bubble. I have had a bad one and till now. have ordered winstrol pills and boldenone vial and add testoviron depot to that. use lightly.
I think the whole forum messaging system is horrible. im bombarded in my email for everything
how do I stop getting messages in my email? I dont want to be bombarded with it. otherwise, Ill just erase the email and stop posting. I cant stand forums that push engagement. email is blown up from 2 posts. ridiculkous. its a spam email anyway. this message box is horrible. limiting to 1/4 of my screen for typing. nice job.