Hello forum,
Been following for a while, but decided to step in and send a few data and questions. I´ll try to keep it short and simple.
Male, two kids, 38yrs, 71Kg, 1,83m, 8-12% Bf, train 3 times a week (track n field + gym + track n field).
I have been a a track n field athlete from 16 to 21 and have returned now again since 34 until today. I didn´t do any special sports from 22 to 28 and when I was 29, I decided to go the gym and slowly get back into shape without any special target.
During the time I didn´t do any sport, I never really got Fat. I mean, lost muscle mass essentially and gained just a little bit of fat. I remember then I quit the sport, around 21 I was 72kg and by 23, I was 64kg. So, I´ve always been THAT guy who has to go to the gym and do some sport to gain weight. When I don´t, I just lose it.
So, this means that, I am 38yr with the “elegant look” of a 18 year old guy. But I am not 18 anymore. People say I look great and I dont seem to get older (I know I do)…but the truth is lately I feel old. I have ups and downs. Sometimes very energetic and healthy, other times, just like an old man who tries to live the life of a guy in his 30s.
I have facial hair (beard) - but I had alopecia barbae in early 2015 in some spots of the face which is completely normalized as of today. I did oral cortisone in 2016 (deflazacort) twice for 2 months each and to be honest, it just accelerated the recovery but after stoping, part of the new hair growth just fell. Both times I did a very soft tappering and didn´t felt bad after that. So, I decided to forget about the topic, forget about any other medication and the hair just grew back last year slowly and spots are not normalized.
By this time, I had my thyroid checked. I don´t have the figures here, but I remember seeing T3, T4 and TSH were within normal range.
Anyway, back to topic and some more info :
- Always been healthy
- Don´t take any medication
- Low total cholesterol since I remember myself (total) - from 118 to 135
- Don´t drink (except perhaps a glass of red wine 1 or 2 times a month at meal).
- Don´t smoke.
- Never did Testosterone or PEDS.
- Sometimes I take Whey protein with my morning cereal to compensate the fact I don´t drink milk. I drink Oats or Rice milk. A bag of 1 kg of whey lasts for 3 months, so I don´t take a lot. But I am actually throwing it to garbage as I see absolutely no difference while on it.
- Eat healthy. (at least to my understanding).
- Back on the track training
- Around 8 to 12% Bf
- Post workout recovery could be better.
- Lack of stamina to run longer distances even tough I am a reasonably good sprinter for my age. I was never a good long distance runner, but this time it feels different. I feel exhausted.
- Always had difficulty gaining muscle mass…
- Starting to have ups and downs in energy. When I am down, I always feel I didn´t sleep enough. It´s probably the same feeling when you go to bed at 3 in the morning and get up at 7.
- A very hard time to recover If I sleep less than 7 hours - takes a few days to recover.
- Since last year, I have a slight head dizziness when I am feeling more tired (the downs).
- Brain Fog sometimes. That sense of being lost while working on a topic.
- I also have periods of good/normal energy and feel good. I am not always feeling like shit.
- My Libido was always on the mid upper range. But libido decreased a little since last year, I mean the willing to look for sex. I don´t feel the need to as much as I did. Sometimes I just prefer to sleep. But, whenever me and the wife do it, my erections are normal and last 10-15 minutes.
- Still have morning wood once in a while. (2 times a week or so).
So… I decided to Test my T levels…
And in 03/2018, my results were :
Plasmatic Cortisol : 14,30ng/dl (5,27 - 22,45)
Total Testosterone : 283,8ng/dl (241-827)
Free Testosterone : 8,39pg/ml ( 8,68-54,69)
This doctor said : you´re a serious candidate for TRT.
And I replied : I need to understand better what´s going on…
Then,we agreed to take : Vit D3 (5000), Aspartic acid, ZMA, Selenium. and to visit an endocrinologist and repeat the tests a few months later. And the results were, in 9/2018 :
- Ferritin (I insisted to test) : 300.7 ng/ml (22.0 - 322.0)
- Vit D (I insisted to test): 52,90 ng/ml (normal range)
- ACTH : 19 pg/ml
- Free Cortisol : 33ug/24h (1 liter sample)
- FSH : 3.00 mUI/ml
- LH : 3.47 mUI/ml
- Total Testosterone : 345.8 ng/dl (a slight increase)
Endocrinologist didn´t want to test any other hormones, saying it was not needed.
He did a testicle hand palpation and said they are fine and with a very normal and healthy size.
He did a thyroid hand palpation and said the same.
And with this lab results says I am absolutely fine for my age and my symptoms are not testosterone related.
However, explained why I have a low T : “You´re not 18 anymore and you´re no longer looking for new sex partners, so you´re not that sexually active anymore. You´re a working father now and your brain has to think differently, which is the normal process of aging”.
I can partially understand and agree with his comments. But, that doesn´t explain some of the symptoms. Also, I will never go to TRT without fully understanding the cause and trying to recover my natural T production.
I understand this shouldn´t be primary hypogonadism, but secondary.
Can I be suffering from burnout instead ?
Any thoughts ?
Cheers