@tlm574s
TRT takes quite a while before you experience the real big changes so don’t second guess yourself especially this early in the game. There’s many on sub-q that are very happy with TRT but some (like me) don’t get the full effect that I get with IM.
I’m on 200mg/week IM. I split that up into daily injections but a majority of folks are perfectly fine with twice a week. I started on 220mg/week but was 30 lbs overweight so I felt like shit. Dropped to 100mg/week while simultaneously losing weight. Once I dropped that thirty I started upping my dose by 20mg increments every 2-3 months and honestly didn’t feel TRT until I got to 160mg/week. Once I got to 185mg I really felt it and 200mg has been great (no real difference between 185mg & 200mg).
I suffered from depression my whole life and TRT has completely eliminated it (once dialed in) as well as positively effected many other aspects. It’s the best decision I’ve ever made. My T levels before TRT were much higher than yours so I can imagine it could be life changing for you once you get there.
I don’t know much about Xyosted but the thought of not being able to control things especially in the beginning wouldn’t have been ideal for me. There are a few guys here that insist on starting at 100mg and their heart is in the right place but I personally think 150mg is the ideal starting dosage. A majority of people on TRT go through clinics and most of the clinics start at 200mg cookie cutter dosages and the guys are happy.
I can connect you with my clinic if you’d like. There’s several folks on the forum that use them now. They are extremely laid back. You get 220mg/week to do what you want with and don’t have to worry about losing your prescription for whatever reason. They run $150/month which includes everything (labs, prescription, meds sent to your house every 2 months, syringes, etc). There’s plenty clinics like them but this one I can vouch as being much more laid back. They have quite a few pro bodybuilders as clients. My email is in my bio if you want me to connect you.
Here’s more info on my TRT journey.