05/02/15 - OH Press
AM Weight: 95.0 kg
Warmup
OH Press (5x5):
bar x 5
30 x 5
35 x 3
42.5 x 1
47.5 x 4, 2, 3, 2, 2
s/s
Band pullaparts:
15, 15, 15, 15, 15
Dips:
7, 7, 7, 7, 6
s/s
RDF (5 x 15-25):
10kg x 21, 18, 17, 17, 17
Increased the weight on OH Press, and immediately felt the difference. Having gone through this at 45kg though, I’m not too disheartened. Dips felt good and I’m really starting to feel the RDFs.
I have realsied that I am deeply unhappy with the way I look. In the last 6-8 months I have got a lot stronger, and gained an appreciable amount of muscle, but overall I actually feel fat. I saw myself in the mirror in work yesterday, relaxed pose, profile view, and was shocked by how much I saw my belly protuding over my belt. I am lucky enough to have a very honest girlfriend who gave me her opinion of my physical changes over the last year, and it was pretty much bang-on with how I was feeling.
Work and other commitments mean that getting to the gym is going to be nearly impossible for the next month, so I am going to put myself on a very strict food regimen, and do Dan John’s 10,000 kettlebell swing challenge. My problem recently has been a severe lack of any conditioning work, and this should hopefully kick-start me into a better lifting/conditioning balance. I have a 24kg kettlebell at home, along with an Olympic bar and 45kg of plates, so I should be able to do plenty in the next month to not lose too much in the way of strength, but hopefully shed some fat and improve my conditioning.
I have one more lifting session tomorrow, so will go all out for that, recover over the weekend and start next week with renewed purpose and a clear short-term goal.