Alrighty, long overdue replies and a life update:
@quadqueen definitely hardcore. I am a bit of a nerd at heart, my most impressive feature of any house I’ve ever had has always been my library/study. I’m a firm advocate for lifelong learning, and accredit most of my success I’ve had in any endeavor to my own studying I put into it. (Also my wife bought me a kindle because we are running out of room for books.)
Side note, but I think it’s funny the “persona” I give off to different groups of people. At work? I’m surrounded by a bunch of STEM academics who were always the top of their class, and I am 100% the jock. No one thinks I’m dumb, and our required monthly testing shows I’m damn near the top despite my polisci degree, but my “image” is definitely jock. Compare that to when I’m with my old friends I played sports with or some of my gym buddies I’ve made, and I’m very much viewed as the “academic.” Thing is, I’m very much the same guy in both cases, but the context leads to such different views.
@flatsfarmer going to buy all of those on my kindle and give a read, thanks for the recommendations! Having a coach is actually something I’ve been thinking about a lot lately, but for fear of repeating myself I’ll hold off saying more for my update below.
@Friedrich my wife has already bought into building a shop out back whenever we settle down. As in, like 40 foot by 30 foot entire gym complex. My ultimate man cave haha. Granted this is all based off the assumption we end up buying some property with land, but that’s a real goal for the both of us post military.
@traditionalelk I very seriously appreciate you giving me the heads up. I’m pretty serious about this hybrid deal, definitely a newer focus for me. I want to work on endurance, I want to really learn the science of strength, I want to learn a baseline amount of physical therapy to be able to treat myself somewhat, and I want enough nutrition knowledge to go from “eating healthy” to “tailored performance diet.” About the only thing I really don’t care about is sprinting lol. Just not a training style that supports either my strengths or my health goals. The “credibility” aspect is nice but, well, I don’t need it lol. I’m not a coach, only people I help are friends and family who come to me, and that’s usually for weight loss more than anything.
I like the idea of becoming certified in that it gives me a goal to work towards. I’m very goal oriented as a person. I don’t do well training for the sake of training, I need to train for something. Similarly, I feel the same about a lot of learning. I don’t want to study finance books so I can know my finances better, I want to study so I can hit XXX invested by XXX date. I want to learn more about the science of fitness, and I just feel like a certificate or something similar could be a good avenue to channel my energies through. Maybe not 
@T3hPwnisher challenge accepted haha
Now to the update part. Sporadic stream of consciousness style.
- I spent some time reading through my logs, particularly the last few years since I got to this ship. I’ve made some serious progress in that time. My cardio has improved, my physique looks better, and my strength has gone up on most of my lifts. That’s nice, but not too helpful. What is helpful is looking at HOW I have improved. And largely, it’s been in spurts, either occurring after a month long at sea time, or an extended vacation.
- This led me to question, why? For example, why is my training going so well right now? I’m kind of winging my programming, and my nutrition is basically living off of protein shakes. But I’m crushing it, hitting PRs, even got my bench moving for the first time in forever. And the answer is honestly recovery. I’m getting a relatively consistent 6 hours of sleep a night, it’s uncommon for me to get under 4. Looking at the past 2 years, that just hasn’t happened, I’ve had to pull all nighters every couple of days for months and months on end… except when at sea or when on vacation… each time leading to a PR.
- I don’t think I’ve been “overtraining.” I’m not sure if that’s even exists tbh. But I think I’ve had some “under recovery” issues going on. Just redlining it for so long that my body struggled to make growth.
- And that excites me. Because my progress has been GREAT with even this little boost to recovery, and with my current equipment, sea state, and nutritional considerations. Imagine what I can reach in a few months when I am working (for the first time in my life) a 40 hour a week job vice a 100+, getting 7 hours of sleep a night, having full control of my diet, and training in my decked out home gym.
- On that note, we put an offer in on another home, again a one car garage, but a basement I have full permission to make into a gym. My wife gave me permission to get a Sorinex Apex rack. Now I’m absolutely not doing that because Jesus Christ they are expensive, but she has pretty much made it clear that she is down to let me go as crazy as I want to building this home gym. Actually pretty sure she is trying to buy me a power rack for my birthday lol, she was asking some oddly specific questions about racks.
- Back to training talk. I’ve been thinking a lot about the progress I have made, the progress I want to make, and some goals moving forward. I said I didn’t want to make deployment goals, and that’s true, I don’t. Just too many variables, so as long as deployment is going on, my biggest goal is just effort and consistency. I also wanted a change to start implementing some “hybrid” style training prior to making goals for it. But I get married November 2025, and I think that’s works up to just about a perfect timeline for some intense training goals.
- For the first time in a long time, I feel hungry. I don’t mean for food. I mean that fire in my gut to crush my goals. I’ve had motivation most of the time, and discipline on the hard times when motivation fades, but it has been a long time since I felt hunger like this. I want to take my training up to the next level. I believe I have it in me, and think that a year of concerted effort may be enough to take me from “in shape” to “dangerous” levels of fitness.
Without further buildup, Atlas’s goals prior to Nov 14th, 2025
- deadlift: 585 (current PR 500)
- Squat: 495 (current PR 425)
- Bench: 315 (Current PR 265)
- Press: 225 (current PR 195)
- 10 mile run: 8:00 pace
- 12 mile ruck with 45lb pack: 3 hours
Alright, so let’s break this down.
- Are these goals unrealistic to hit in 13 months? Yes. 100%. It’s a bad plan. And now I’m gonna justify why I’m going for it anyway.
- I think I have a little more in me on both my squat and deadlift. I hit both those PRs in less than ideal conditions, kind of on a whim. A nice peaking cycle, some more intelligent sets leading up to it, and I’m sure it would move better. So the weight increase there is still steep, but probably not insanely so.
- Press I’m not terribly far off, and haven’t really tried for 1 RM strength. Least concerned about this lift.
- Bench is going to require the most effort I’m suspecting. I need to add some upper body mass, and just flat out figure out what’s been holding my bench back. But I’m making good progress on the plan I’m currently doing, and hope to carry that forward.
- The two conditioning goals are probably slightly easier than my lifting goals. I think I can get more bang for my buck out of conditioning, just because I’m still such a novice to endurance work, so hopefully that will carry me a ways. I’m also not terribly far away from either of these as is. I can probably knock out 10 miles at a 10 min pace if needed right now, plan is just low and slow increasing distance while slowly adding speed.
- Honestly I might be able to hit the ruck goal right now if I wanted to, but keeping it on there as a means to make sure I still get some rucking in, as preparation for the Kilimanjaro climb.
Okay, so how the hell am I going to do this?
- well starting this week? Nothing. Ass Surgery the Sequel on Thursday, this one may have me down for the count a few days. So nothing there.
- But post ass healing, my plan is to, well, continue my current plan. Because currently, it’s working. Bench and press are going up, squats at an all time best, and I’m committing to my theory of building the deadlift without actual deadlifts.
- Now over time, this will change. I will cut down to likely 4x a week lifting when I am back on land, simply due to the extra effort I am able to exert on my lifts on a stable surface. Likely cutting back slightly my endurance volume, doing 1x a week ruck, and swapping one of my long runs for something along the lines of intervals or a tempo run.
- “Alright Atlas, cool, so you’re gonna be consistent and work hard, that’s still pretty idealistic goals.” Yep. And I’m very aware that I may be over reaching. But if I overreach, and end up only getting 75% of the way to all of these, well that’s still a damn good bit of progress.
- And then of course, I am going to cheat.
- Now what do I mean by that? I mean this is a competition with myself, which means I can break any rules and that other bastard can’t do anything to stop me. So, I plan to “cheat” my own way.
- First way I’m cheating is with brains. These goals are ambitious as hell, I gotta be smart to accomplish something this stupid. So I’m going to throw myself into the science of strength building. I’ve mentioned above maybe getting a CSCA (now leaning against it, but still looking for a good alternative). I don’t want to follow a cookie cutter plan, I want to know at an expert level what the hell I am doing so I can plan and adapt as needed.
- On this note: PLEASE GIVE ME ANY AND ALL RECOMMENDATIONS FOR LEARNING MORE ABOUT NUTRITION, STRENGTH, AND ENDURANCE TRAINING. The recommendations so far have been great, and I plan to use my surgery recovery time to dive into the books.
- Now, could I just get a coach? Yes. And honestly, I might. But, I have two reservations. One, while a coach no doubt is beneficial, then I’m just following someone else’s plan, and it’s not furthering my own ability to really take control of my own training. I’d prefer to do the work on my end to be my own coach. Second, I don’t know how many good “hybrid” coaches are out there. I can find a powerlifting coach or a running coach in a heartbeat. Finding someone who cares about both is a bit harder, and I haven’t come across with great impressions from some of the ones I’ve seen available. Similar to how many “hybrid” plans are based off of 2x a week lifting and 2x a week running. It’s a good plan… for less ambitious goals. But for what I’m trying? Nah, I need to train a lot more than that.
- With training a lot more than that, I need to recover like a champion. And here’s how I will cheat my nutrition. I’m going to eat like a horse. Maybe slim down a bit, maybe not, but I want to absolutely pound food. If TB Base Building taught me anything, enough cardio can make up for eating a ton. I plan to leverage my higher workload to allow myself to eat a ton, and flood myself with as many macro and micro nutrients as possible to keep myself fueled. On top of that, im going to make a rigid sleep routine when I’m on land, and stick to it.
- Then I can cheat my form. Does this mean high squats and partial rep bench? No. But I’ve always lifted with form to feel strong and target the muscle. I’ve never cared about shortening my bar path, maximizing leverages, anything about that. I figured I wanted to add weight to the bar, I’d add muscle. And obviously that’s still going to happen, but I’ll also start focusing on “optimizing” my form ALA powerlifter style.
- Cheating my mobility with go a long way to help on bench. My upper back mobility is crap, and it leads to a nonexistent bench arch. Could also use some work on my hip flexibility to support the bottom of my squats.
- We will see how far I go with cheating with equipment. Likely begin using wrist wraps, possibly some knee wraps for testing my squat, we will see what else. Deadlift bar? Sure. I do have some lines drawn here (I’m not about to use a slingshot and call it a PR), but I’m down for maximizing my advantages.
- How else can I cheat? I don’t know, but I’ll definitely be looking for advantages throughout the process.
So this is it. Staking my flag in the sand, and committing myself to what I view as some next level fitness goals. I’m nervous, I’m excited, and above all I’m fucking hungry to chase these goals.
Let’s get to work.