I’m so tough that I don’t have a heart, that organ is physically nonexistent in my body, but it keeps functioning anyway!!! However I like the story, you’re wife sounds awesome.
I don’t have the time to play video games
I need my 19 hours of sleep a day in order to function
I’d go to gym today, but there’s a slight draft outside therefore I can’t go
I’d eat healthily but I’m so stressed out so I deserve this chocolate
My abdominals don’t show properly because I have impaired insulin sensitivity, obviously not because I somehow keep eating over my caloric maintenance
It’s deep fried onion rings, it’s alright because it won’t fuck with my blood sugar and it fits my macros therefore it’s ok on a cut, and it has a whopping THREE GRAMS of protein per serving
I’d go for a walk but it’s too hot/cold out
agh I can’t help you on the farm, my finger hurts, I jammed it in my locker.
I took an extra 0.25mgs of testosterone on my every ten minute injection protocal and now my E2 is so high I feel all emotional, I cried watching the notebook last night and i’ve got such extreme water retention on my face, my nipples are tender and sore to the touch, I clearly need exemestane.
If you’ve read up to here I’m just kidding, you said you didn’t like excuses so I thought I’d list some really annoying ones and a legitimate one (the video game one)
Edit: shit I ate a bunch of chocolate today, I got one of those massive white chocolate toblerones (the 360 gram ones) I ate half of it… It’s white chocolate Toblerone, it’s a rare occurrence I can find it and it’s the best, well I ALWAYS suffer consequences when I eat this stuff, especially in these quantities but it’s worth it in the moment.
I used to smoke it, now I have a pen that vapes it for me - this is because I have children, and I don’t want to smell like smoke or have them see me outside smoking. Any time you’re inhaling burning plant matter it’s not going to be good for your lungs. I have never heard of anyone getting emphysema from marijuana, but you can irritate your esophagus and lungs for sure with it. Your hesitation to use marijuana makes sense. That’s why I said it affects different people in different ways. Some people get super paranoid on it. Some get super lazy on it. Some get super giggly on it. Some get super talkative on it. I like to chill and watch TV or read a book and my wife likes to clean the house on it (no joke). Nobody can tell if I’m high, but some people get super glassy red eyes and talk like the stereotypical stoner. Then you have the rare cases when people with previous histories of psychosis can kick-start schizophrenia through a massive release of dopamine.
Long story short, marijuana could give you relief from your anxiety or it could exacerbate it. There’s no way to know which, and there’s no reason to try it unless you get to the point that a doctor prescribes Xanax or another benzo to you, at which point I would say try it because benzos are fucking terrifying.
I know you are swamped and I’m hesitant to ask but…
I have been dragging ass as of late. I find myself literally falling asleep at my desk or nodding off in meetings and even losing focus when driving to work. My sleep is not the greatest, I usually wake a few times during the night but I think I’m getting at least 6 hours a night.
As you know, I’m blasting 300 NPP and 600 Test/week right now. I looked up some of your posts on adrenal fatigue and last weekend we added vitamin C and licorice root to our daily supplements.
Right now I am taking 175 mg Armour thyroid, 2000 IU vitamin D, a multivitamin, biotin, 500 mg metformin, 20 mg nolvadex, plus the recent additions.
I also take Bronkaid and caffiene in the mornings to jump start my day. I also take BCAAs with caffiene at night when I am at the gym.
@studhammer hey man. Any chance you’re fighting the fall cold or flu? Your adrenals are getting trashed (remember extra aas hammers them as well) so I would assume it’s there if it’s not a cold. After having used deca I can say I prefer eq or just plain old test.
@studhammer rough call. When I’ve used tren in the past - about week 5 I get really lethargic. It usually resolved in a few weeks. How many more weeks are in your cycle
@studhammer give it a week or so. Lower your volume for awhile. How long have you been hitting it super hard? Might be time for a week off. Just stay out of the gym a few days.
