Always Feeling Unemotional

You have to keep in mind though that “Bear” was an asshole and his wife was raised in a time where women were to be seen and not heard.

Just like all things, the truth of things lies somewhere in the middle. It used to be that guys were jerks and women were treated like children. Now, those roles are reversed and guys act like women and women have to step up to do our jobs, and in turn usually become quite the assholes themselves.

I personally find a true happiness in being in the middle, where my wife and I both do some give and take, and we function as a team. That’s just me though.

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When FT was 178 (35-155), E2 was 27 sensitive.

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Whenever I feel emotionally dull, its low e2.

Its a weird feeling, its like not reacting to anything. Instead of the up and down emotions of a normal day, your just blank.

Kinda how I’ve been feeling.

But I feel like I have no oxytocin. No lovey dovey feelings, etc. It’s not the relationship, as my gf is sexy and super good to me.

I don’t know. Could be my protocol. Maybe bloods will lend a clue.

What your protocol and general labs right now? E2 and TT and FT would be good enough.

I don’t have labs yet, as it’s only been about 5 weeks. But I’m on a daily injection protocol of about 14-16mg test a day.

@roscoe88

My Bear Bryant story was a little in jest. I am aware of the generational differences in how men and women have treated each other over the years.

As for you, I get a little of what your girlfriend is feeling. I think this is especially prevalent in newer relationships. You will work this out between you over time.

However, as I was reading your initial post, I was thinking of all the positive things that kind of personality affords. There are a lot of jobs that require a calm, unemotional, steady, approach. Sometimes, I wish I could be more like you.

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Yup it’s an asset I agree. Businesses are most successful when the owner or managers make decisions based on facts not emotions fear and stress. Good leadership.

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I guess it’s that I just WANT to feel like I want to snuggle her. Or tell her I love you. Or be more affectionate. It’s just that I’m not.

It’s foreign and feels weird. Telling ANYONE “I love you” feels so strange. Like corny or mushy.

Hard to explain. It’s like I have no OXYTOCIN.

EDIT: a little tidbit from wiki: Estrogen has been found to increase the secretion of oxytocin and to increase the expression of its receptor, the oxytocin receptor, in the brain.[16] In women, a single dose of estradiol has been found to be sufficient to increase circulating oxytocin concentrations

Curious, were you brought up where “I love you’s” and other signs of affection were not the norm? It is something I struggle with a little also, I wasn’t brought up that way. I don’t remember being hugged and told I love you by my mom as a kid. In no way did I not feel loved just wasnt the way my mom rolled. I dont remember a lot of affection shown between my mom and step-dad either except when they first started dating. I know it affects me and makes showing more affection more foreign to me when it’s not something I grew up seeing a lot of.

Yep. Same here.

So maybe this is not hormonal it was just how you were raised.
You have tried a lot of things with basicly no effect.

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Have you ever messed around with once weekly injections?

Believe it or not…same here. The only difference is that I didn’t know what love meant or felt like period. The only emotion I ever saw as a kid was anger. Rage.

That’s how I KNOW that this is something that you guys can DECIDE to change. I did it. You can too. Up to you.

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I did do 100mg a week for a while. Towards the end of the week I felt great.

I may go back to weekly. Just at a higher dose.

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My kids are getting it different for sure. They are told they are loved daily, hugged daily it just still feels strange to me at times.

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That’s what we do brother. We make sure our kids got better than what we did.

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You might be onto something in regards to oxytocin. Although not the same, how do you feel when taking an oxycodone like Percocet? For me it’s definitely a lovey dovie type buzz.

Never taken one.

I did take ecstasy in college a few times and it was awesome.

UPDATE:

This is why I’m feeling so damn unemotional and lifeless: E2 at 20!! (ultrasensitive <29).

That’s gotta be why. Normally my e2 is in the 40s.I’ve never seen it at 20!

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