Guess which program I’m running!
Waited for a couple of months of consistent training before posting back here, too much respect for his community to be “starting again” multiple times a year which started to be my pattern, but I’m back and now focused on building my mind, because that’s what’s holding me back, allowing me to slack off, to be lazy, to make excuses, to take the easy way, the results are self evident.
I came across the phrase callousing the mind and it’s really struck a chord with me, intentionally toughening yourself mentally. Pretty much what pwn and Chong have been saying for a long time (I’m a slow learner). I hate running and early mornings with a passion so ran to my 630am prayer meeting this week, then ran to the shops and ran home with some shopping (3.5 miles total), other things like cold showering every shower, and program/exercise choices, and some things related to work, choosing things I dislike, choosing discomfort choosing suffering to grow not just physically but mentally.
Anyway first post, probably won’t have time to post quite as much as I used to or keep up with journals in the same way, but I really do value this community.
