Greetings, new to the site but after doing a lot of reading on the internet I think this is the best place to possibly have my questions answered.
I am 29 years old and have been on self prescribed TRT for almost 4 years now. I have just come to realize how much of an idiot and ignorant I was when I first decided to try TRT out without fully understanding it or it’s implications. I never intended to be on for so long but it became such a normal thing for me the next thing I knew it had been years. The severe panic and anxiety has set in that I have now screwed my body’s natural homeostasis up for good. What I hope to find is advice on where to go from here.
My goal obviously is to hopefully be off supplements completely and live a normal happy life. Does anyone recommend a course of action I should take? I have read mixed things about PCT… whether to do it all, a HCG/nolva/Clomid regime or just a low dose SERM for a few months. I am 6’3” 230lbs and have take 250mg test c once (correction) a week for 4 years (no hcg). I get regular blood work through my job and everything is always within normal ranges.
P.S. What finally made me realize I need to get off of it is recently getting engaged and thoughts of future children. I do have testicular atrophy (obviously) and fear I have permanently damaged my testicles and sperm count.