[I made a huge mistake in the 1st part: it should read: “it was awesome to listen to music that none of the other posers in high school listened to. IT a)made Sonny feel special and b) it was GREAT, intense, powerful music”] con’t…
Sonny and his metalhead friends hated the popular music scene, and justifiably so. MTV was horrible (and Sonny can’t BELIEVE that MTV is ten times worse today than it was when he was in HS) and there was no outlet to hear metal, except for: Headbanger’s Ball Saturday nights on MTV and one of the local radio stations (was it 102.7??) that played metal late Saturday night.
HB was a joke. The hosts were the gayest, lamest POS you’v ever seen. Adam Clayton, who looked like he was a transvestite w/out the makeup on-the guy didn’t have one ounce of testosterone in his body- and Riki F’N Rachtman, the most annoying person of the 90s, except for maybe David Arquette.
Most of HB consisted of videos from 80s rock bands like Cinderella and Tesla and Bon Jovi. There’d be maybe 4 or 5 videos out of the whole show by a REAL metal band. But those 4 or 5 videos were enough to give SOnny a small amount of pleasure.
But his favorite band, Metallica, never appeared on the show. WHy?
Because they had never made a video. And yet they kept getting more and more popular, selling out arenas in the US and stadiums in Europe, becoming the first band in history to sell a million albums without a) a video and b) more significantly, major airplay on commercial radio stations. That’s how f’n great Metallica were!
Senior year, Sonny S gets to see his idols live at Brendan Byrne arena. They were already a year into the black album tour and …they stunk. The show sucked. Sonny had been to a lot of concerts, in clubs but also a few arena shows, and Metallica sucked. In their defense, they were well into what became almost a 3 yr tour, and maybe they were tired.
A year later, he had 9th row seats to see them again and they kicked ass. But the magic had kind of worn off, now that he was a freshman in college.
SOnny started listening to classic rock and got into that, and pretty soon the college experience broadened SOnny’s mind and he started liking everything.
Metal was only a small part of his playlist.
12 yrs later: Sonny hasn’t listened to Metallica in years. THeir last few albums were horrible, IHO. BUt, they grew and evolved and Sonny doesn’t resent them.
THe FINALLY made a video, and it propelled their sales to the top of the charts.
DId they sellout? Maybe. BUt Sonny is HAPPY that his favorite band of 4yrs made it to the big-time. THey are making tons of money, fucking much better looking groupies, and are bona fide rock superstars.
Don’t they deserve that for all the years they’ve put in, now its 25 f’n yrs since they got together? DOn’t they deserve that for all the great music they put out?
Yeah, they do.