Yeah mate, one of the main reasons I decided to stop before it’s too late is my mental health. Personally I’ve suffered mentally in the past, and it’s the most horrible thing I’ve even been through. It’ll be a cold day in hell before I do anything that puts that at risk again. I’ve decided to keep it 100% natural. As someone has previously mentioned above, the sense of achievement trumps all.
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You should also feel good for thinking rationally about this. You have a lot of gains to be had. It will take time, but learn to like the training and it will be a fun time.
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I saw a glimpse of maturity from your posts that isn’t often found in topics like this, and you’ve proved me right. Good choice. Go kick ass now. Start a log on here if you can - there’s a lot of knowledge lurking these boards 
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Just check out the cycle critique thread. Guy just got himself banned for being belligerent. Guy was 145 lbs, 43 y/o, living in his car and eating like 500 calories a day (after accounting for his calorie burn from 2 hours of cardio a day). Got pissed when I questioned his life decisions. I just can’t understand how someone could rationalize spending all that money on a high dose cycle while being homeless.
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Cheers! I’ve always enjoyed training, from the day I started. I just wish I had started sooner.
I appreciate that! I will take heed to the advice in this thread. As of tomorrow, I’m adding more eggs to my diet. I’ve been relying solely on beef, chicken and rice. I was directed to this forum by a friend, it’s the first I’ve heard of it. I’ve had a look through different threads and topics and I’ve learned a fair amount.
Cheers!
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Ouch! And I thought my decision was bad.
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You had me in the first half, not gonna lie.
Glad you came through.
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Lol! I could have worded it better with a little less suspense. Thanks man.
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This^
And if you decide to go to the dark side later, you’ll reap more benefits then
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If you’re going to do the Var do it with some Test but besides a little extra strength you really aren’t going to get much from it. Once you have a good bit of muscle and are lean then run the Anavar and really see it shine. Believe me, I’m not against doing some extra shit because I can and you best believe I do myself but in your case there are better options for getting bigger that aren’t really expensive for not much extra gains. I think Anavar is great but in your situation it just isn’t really worth the sexual side effects when Test by itself is really what you’re looking for (gain size so you look like you workout).
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