At the risk of sounding cheesy and cliche, let me go ahead and say that true Christianity is more of a relationship than a religion.
I’m not a theologian, but I specialize in philosophy, so towards a certain angle I think I can speak with authority about this…
Let’s see, where to begin…
You have to keep in mind that God didn’t create Man to be truly autonomous. In Eden, before The Fall, Adam and Eve had the great privilege of being in a very real, very visceral communion with God. Now bear this in mind, this was real and tangible. They SAW God, could touch Him, could talk to Him. Even Moses didn’t have that degree of relationship. And then of course, as history tells you, they ate the fruit and got screwed. At that point God left them. Throughout history BEFORE the advent of Christ, Man lived alone. Exceptions were guys like Noah, Job, and Moses. And then… Bam… Christ arrived and died for our sins.
Ever since that fateful moment our relationship with God was somewhat restored. “Somewhat” I say because it is not the same kind of relationship that Adam and Eve originally had. But, in the traditions of many spiritually-minded Christians (like me), we can FEEL God’s presence. We pray to Him and He sometimes answers our prayers in borderline miraculous ways. THAT is the true value of the Christian faith even in modern, secular times. If the body of Christ is a bodybuilder’s body, the Church is the biceps. It’s a small part of it and is not the defining factor of its entirety. The true essence of the Christian faith is COMMUNION with God, not ritualistic practices.
Also… To be blunt, preachers aren’t required to be smart. lol. They just have to be charismatic and positive. There are preachers and there are apologists. If you are more inclined to listen to the intellectual side of the Christian faith, look to people like Ravi Zacharias and William Lane Craig and John Lennox. I don’t wanna sound like I’m forcing my faith on you but allow me to say this… Give it a chance. lol. Ravi Zacharias once said that he firmly believes that if a person sincerely seeks for God, he will eventually find Him. Of course he refers to the Christian God.
Also, I mentioned that God sometimes answers my prayers right? Check this out…
About two weeks ago, I was bored. I’m not in an official academic adventure of getting a philosophy degree in some institution, but I’ve been deeply studying philosophy for 4 months now. At that time I was bored… I prayed to God. I can’t remember verbatim what I said but it was something close to this —> “God, please show me a kind of mental stance that will give me power.” I wasn’t even taking that prayer seriously. I was just bored out of my mind, alone at home, talking to myself because I’m nuts. lol. But about 15 minutes afterwards, I decided to watch some anime videos on YouTube and I stumbled upon this… Keep in mind, I had a lot of anger in my heart towards many people, and then I found this. Check it out…
I really think that the Christian spiritual life is superior to Buddhism. Buddha promises you deliverance from suffering by eliminating your worldly desires. Jesus on the other hand… promises you deliverance from suffering by changing the world.