1st Cycle: Test E 750mg Stasis/Taper w/ Serm

awesome chest day today
warm up: 135x20 135x10 225x8 245x3 265x3 275x10 285x9(then negative rep on 10th)------l
new PR today on 285 for 9… gues the strength gains are coming in, still not weighin myself yet, look very full though

back day tooday went awesome
reverse pull downs are realy poping my lats out.
thru maltodextrin in all my shakes so carbs were realy high today, like 700ish. also cals jumped to over 6000, love filling full and loaded on back down, use alot of energy need they xtra f ood
was told look bigger since last week. so idk just cant wait foar this shit to take of ffffffffff

arms day waS SIK awesome pump
reversed my routine from last week, finished with close grip instead of starting wit it. realy felt like they were tearin off my arms. feel bigger now. or atleast think im already starting to LOOK different. weigh in sundayy0-- i predict 220 even

Benched today, just flat bench and was out,
doin 4 sets of 6, proven method for myself.
today i got 6 reps, 5 reps, 5 reps, 4.5 reps. of 315lb. first set was nice but seemed to loose lockout power after. was out late last night, few drinks but thin the lack of sleep got me a little. still got my meals tho so growing continues
2 days till weigh in time in excited

updates:
last chest day got my 4 sets of 6 with 315.
back day was great felt thick and lats were popinnn after. im goin to start addin some more volume to my back workouts. extra compound exercise
weighing around 230lbs right now, 19 days in. feel like i filled out very nice, and went way past the 220ish i though ti was goin to be, obv it wasnt the juice yet, this was at like 15 days in, so MYBE a little, but with all the letro i dout it was much water,
i feel great tho, no aggression realy, little more sex drive i guess…idk tho its hard to say, no problems tho, feel healthy, shots are painless now.
feel like im reacting well do it, im shaping up very nice, .

bench today. got my 4 sets of 6 with 325 , didnt miss a rep
still no increase in sex drive, going to lower letro because i think it might be killin it a little to the point whre it kinda just evens out
obviously im not lowering letro just for sex drive, if it is lowering my libido its probly lowering my E too low also,
plan on gettin blood work nxt week to see where shits at
droped calories a little more again, feel like i was eating wat more than necessary. but happy i started off too high instead of too low, this way no gains were inhibited.
probly drop to 4k a day, lota fish and meat tho and lower carbs/fats

missed few meals on bench day. sucked. and weekend i ate mostly lots of meat and lower carb, so workout suffered a little
got 335 for 5 4 4 4 and 4. added extra set because imissed reps,
back day was eh, good deadlifts and reverse pull downs but my lower back pump was too much, barly staand. gatta drink more water
might end cycle early possibly at the end of this month or mybe a week later, gettin good results, and keepin my bloat very low, almost nothing, its great. was told my face looked “sucked in” after i lowered the carbs.
waitin on oral tren to come thru, along with my hcg, cabaser, proviron, clomid and nolva, its late on comin in:/

no sides to date
get little hot here and there but i always do.
no acne or nething, and STILL not realy ne increase in sex drive/aggresiveness. wierd idk w.e tho

Is the “stuff you’re waiting on” for THIS cycle or the next one? 'Cause if you’re coming to the end of your cycle and you don’t already have your PCT shit, that’s a little terrifying and retarded. I’d never start a cycle without having PCT compounds on hand.

Also, oral tren?

I personally despise Clomid.

Nolva is just oh so much better if its available.

Very strange you haven’t had your sex drive shoot through the roof.

You are on 750 p/w of Test E ?

just got my pct stuff today. Yea i started without it but i was never in a position of NOT having it available so i wasnt realy worried about it.
yea i dont have ne increase in sex drive really. i dont feel much stil. a friend of mine who gets his shit all thru docs said my stuff (GP) and most UGL places are never fully dosed and said pharm grade owns them. hes lot older and exper so i listened to him.

Didnt post his befor becuase people probly would be all crazy bout it, but i was shootin about .8ml eod, but after no jump i upped my dose, iv been doin about 1.9ml eod for about two weeks. i feel a little beter i gues.
things i notice on cycle so far:
recover is deff better.
been sleeping a little better

im obv gettin stronger and bigger, but i havnt had ne BIG jumps in weight, the first jump was week 1 where i proatbly put on 10lbs but that was front reloadin up on food not the juice (i didnt kickstart with dbols or nething) since then i been steady gaining weight, also my strength has systematicly increased with no JUMP.

i been adding about 10lbs to my bench each time i work out and training 4 sets of 6 . iv done this before for like 5 weeks and put 45lbs on my incline in a month(doin 4 sets of 4 tho) .

still no aggression ,sex drive etc. i honestly feel no different. however my body is making changes. so im actually happy kind of. i dont feel out of control, wreckless or nething which might be good. i had a minor check up and blood work done. obv blood work takes a while to get back but blood pressure etc was all good.

i hada get more test so instead of gp i got some homebrew stuff im gana finish off with. so ill be using that week 6-12.


bulking went on for 9 weeks or so and gains slowed 8
decided to give competing a try because i put on alot of quality muscle…
so looked for comp, found one under 11 weeks out and decided to go with it
test was at 500mg two weeks before the 11 weeks out mark
at 8 weeks i added tren ace at 50mg ed
at 6 weeks i bumped tren ace to 100mg ed 5
at about 5 weeks i took out test completly
im 4 weeks out now and this is where im at. i cut up a fairly decent amount and honestly i think i even put on some muscle once tren came into my system i love this shit. even with no test for about 12 weeks i have almost BETTER sex drive, awesome sleep , no night sweats NOTHING, zero sides. I never realy got sides from any of this cycle. juice works wit me i gues

so where is where im at 4 weeks out.

MM ppoose


shity side chest was kinda rushing thru these poses

lat

lat spread. practicing posing ED . sometimes it wides up alot . its crazy how much posing realy effects how u illustrate ur muscle. this is an OK shot i got