Thanks for clarifying. But def consider this guys thread as a warning because your protocol looked oddly similar.
This was a kid and completely avoidable. I dont have that much sympathy about it.
Whatās your lane? I dunno, you determine that. But if you canāt identify the main issue of this thread, how can any of your input be mindful, rather than a Smeagol-like Manifesto?
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Smeagol-like
Lol!!!
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Well I canāt really say much about it being a stupid descision since I was also stubborn when I first started quite early, but man at 18 though?
Thatās basically when your own testosterone is likely booming, then you would risk lowering your own natural testosterone and get complications for just 4 months of a little bit more testosterone than your natural level.
I mean I took gear for the first time when I was 25, which is also stupid, but at least I had about 4 years of gym training and natural gains under the belt, still 25 was dumb, because now im around 30 and soon I probably have to be on TRT for the rest of my life to have normal test levels off gear.
If I were you I would try to recover as best as you can, get your natural test back up, and then profit from those years of good natural testosterone while you still can.
I think the dick is less of a problem since that will resolve itself with time, i hope you can get your natural testosterone back the way it was long term.
Your post looks like you are worrying too much.
At 18 everything must work NOW. Thatās not the way things work. Itās a process. You do your cycle, get depressed afterwards, lose your libido and then you feel shitty on PCT and then after all that you bounce back but it takes TIME.
The most important thing, which every successful person has, is that they donāt worry if a week or two are bad because thatās how it always is.
It is very important that you donāt worry too much, that increases cortisol, anxiety and in sum worsens erection quality tremendously. You literally can worry away your gains and your erections. Especially with ED a lot is in your head.
If itās really bad get some cialis, take it at a low dose 1-5 mg to avoid some side effects.
But most importantly again, donāt stress, just wait, focus on something else.
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Not 100% relevant to the thread but I honestly am starting to believe that if youāre gonna use gear at all you shouldnāt PCT and should commit to being on TRT starting at your first pin. It makes hopping on gear more of a serious commitment and I doubt going from peak hormone levels, to shit hormone levels, back to average back to peak back to shit is really beneficial to your body. And when I see TRT I do not mean Blast and then cruise at 300 mg test. That is not TRT that is a super physiological amount of hormones. People are gonna disagree with me on this but itās my opinion
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Wellā¦ it depends how much one takesā¦ 500mg weekly is going to surpass the natty testosterone level ofā¦ everyoneā¦ ever, and by farā¦ say some anomalies produce 2000ng/dl, 500mg weekly youāre looking at like 3000ng/dl +
That being said when young youāre more prone to neurological alterationā¦ well I wouldnāt say prone, but as a teenager one is typically less equipped to deal with neurological stress, and will thus be more likely to lash out/make rash decisions
thank god i didnt end up like you bro lol / jokes aside hope you get better man