Oh god, here come the T-Nation mafia…
[quote]Cortes wrote:
I certainly agree.
You make uncomfortable remarks in good company.
You really are like a real-life Borat, now that I think of it. [/quote]
Yes this is true. I’m like this in real life too. People have told me i don’t have boundaries. Other day i was at someone’s 30th bday bash and this chick went around introducing me to people like “This is xxxxxx, he’s mental!” and i turned to my mate “why’s she telling everyone im’ mental?? the more peopel say that shit the more i subconsiously act up to it, god!” hehe 
I think this is mainly because i had a traumatic childhood and lonely teenage years. Awwww.
Funny thing, and i was talking to a mate about this and i was like, “you know the same people can love you for a certain aspect of your personality and then eventually hate you for that exact same tihng…” This was in reference to a mutual friend of ours who had deleted me off of my facebook.
She used to think i was the coolest most “interesting” person in the world - she even let me give her home made tattoos and shit, and then she’s bitching about how i acted out of control at her wedding - which was blown WAAAAAAY out of proportion.
The upshot of this, as i told Mike was that - never get attached to people’s opinions of you good or bad. Especially when people tell you that you’re “cool” - that shit can turn 180 so quick, that it’ll leave your head spinning. “They hate people who talk too much, they hate people who talk too little…”
Aaaaaaaanyway, I know what the deal is here with the “vets” - it’s a peculiar culture/attitude that the cliques here carry that they feel it’s their duty to chastise anyone who doesn’t fit in with their paradigm. Especially someone with a “loud” personality who doesn’t seem to give a fuck.
Nevertheless, i endeavour to be respectful to all you bums, without comprimising who i am 
I’d like to continue extend special thanks to Cortes tho, cos he has given me loads of valuable help in recent weeks.
And BONEZ - whether you do or do not get value from my post or anything i say is up to you. It’s a judgement call and irrelevant to me. Furthermore, i would doubt very much that any of the “vets” have anything to learn from any of the n00bs here. In fact, i sometimes feel that some of you are only onl this board for that feeling of superiority you get from chastising those who come on here unsure of what to do with these drugs and TRYING THEIR BEST to learn.
Still, i’m confident that there are many n00bs/guys who may well be in a similar position to me - a little retiscent about dipping their toes in AAS, want to do a light cycle like myself and also worried that short-acting esters MAY incapacitate their muscles if injected IM.
For them, i hope, i may have atleast served as a guinea pig proving that, fuck this sub-q shit, you CAN inject IM with test sus, without pain (shoulder feelng a little stiff now, but NOTHIGN unmanageable) and that my educating/learning experience may inform others too.
Aaaaaanyway, i’m off to inject another 25mg in me other deltoid, + neck the var and head off to training. After which i shall go to this engagement party and try and fuck the shit out of any girl i can find.
Thanks for reading and hope you all have a lovely weekend!!
xxxx