[quote]vroom wrote:
I have always been unable to reconcile all the pain and suffering (not always physical) caused by religion with the concept of a loving and forgiving God.
If there were to be a God, I think it would be extremely disappointed to be the cause of so much strife.
On the other hand, if any God preferred such suffering and strife, then I certainly wouldn’t care to offer it my allegiance.[/quote]
That’s one thing that is certainly weird, even though some would argue that since we were cast out of Eden because of our knowledge of Good and Evil, Man has to grow up and face the pains of life before reaching another plane of existence.
What is more baffeling to me is that these Abrahamic religions fail, at least in my perspective, in aswering the question that generated their existence. The Why.
Why do we exist, why are we here. The Bible generally states (not in the beginning) that we were created to know God, love God and obey God of our own free will. All this for His pleasure and glory.
I keep asking myself why. Why the hell would God, supreme Being, would need glory and pleasure. Is God just a bored little kid? Of course not. Are we then his equals, clearly not for we would have no requirements to obey him, nor love Him (at least in my limited understanding).
So what is the point again, is this like a video game? Like the Sims? Or then is he but a pathetic twurp who just needs a little love, like people who have cats or dogs?
Of course, these are questions aimed at a more primordial level than the actual texts themselves and their inherent problems.
Also, a great host of ‘‘sins’’ against God end up being a little weird and while basically all can be forgiven by the Sacrement of Reconciliation (again with the ‘‘official’’ and clearly non-spiritual aspects of religion) except something like suicide (which can’t be ‘‘absolved’’ since you can’t ask forgiveness after you’ve done it, unless you actually are medically ressuscitated…which by the way makes the whole movie Constantine feel kinda moot) you end up questionning the whole notion of free will in there since basically anything concerning questionning God or your salvation is a sin, dispairing is a sin.
What I find disheartening in that sense is that a parent or a friend of a suicidee can ‘‘forgive’’ that person and understand the pain that that person was suffering and then you tell me that All-Knowing, All-Loving God can’t understand that and will further punish that person for all eternity?
Basically, I end up being pissed at the fact that everything I do is a sin, everything I believe in is a sin. And then, I am screwed completely because I am unapologetic about it.
I am not sorry I masturbate, I like it and I like it alot. I am not sorry I am envious of other people and know that others are envious of me, it makes me strive to achieve more. I have pride in my accomplishments and pride kepts me from giving up.
I want money and earthly things to make my life easier and ease the life of others while I am at it. I lust after basically half the female population. I lie, I’ve lied for myself and for others and sometimes I even feel morally positive about it. I can’t believe in homosexuality being a sin. I like pornography…it goes well with the lusting and the masturbating and if I could fornicate more, I would, day in day out.
I’ve hated to death and I’ve been angry for revenge. I’ve basically never upheld my Sunday duty and I blaspheme on an hourly basis. In the coming years, I’ll even participate in more than my fair share of abortions.
And I can’t repent because I don’t feel sorry about these things. I would feel sorry about missing out on Heaven, but that would just be selfish, so I’m screwed there also.
So in the end, the rules set forth suck and cannot fit with anyone using even but a part of his ‘‘God-given’’ mind.
Therefore why play a game when you’ve already lost.
If God lived amongst us, he’d lose custody of his Children.
AlexH.
Hum, clearly ranting but at least its a somewhat cathartic experience.