[quote]DJHT wrote:
Well if you are hung like a mule then the choice is porn, if you are hung like a 2 year old then well gay porn. Good luck with that.[/quote]
Or, choose a nursing career 
[quote]jasmincar wrote:
take some money, buy a cheap plane ticket to a random place and figure out what to do from there. I did this and lasted 3 months. But beware it’s pretty exhausting.[/quote]
Where did you go?
[quote]Kansky wrote:
Come hire on the railroad, the outside world will disappear. There are days I forget what day of the week it is, and have more than once woken up at home and thought it was a hotel and vice versa. [/quote]
Is it from lack of sleep because you’re working every 12 hours?
[quote]imhungry wrote:
[quote]Kansky wrote:
Come hire on the railroad, the outside world will disappear. There are days I forget what day of the week it is, and have more than once woken up at home and thought it was a hotel and vice versa. [/quote]
Is it from lack of sleep because you’re working every 12 hours?
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Yes and No, the schedule can be rough, but it’s just the working out of town one day, staying in a hotel until there is a train to bring back, then when you get home you are trying to continue where you left off, after a while you lose days.
[quote]SkyzykS wrote:
[quote]Daniel-San wrote:
I understand that. I just want to find a place where there’s some kind of established routine and you don’t deal with the aspects of the “real world”, at least temporarly. So far I’ve thought of the army, monastaries, eco-farms, prison (not the best one, lol), and not much else. Is there something more?[/quote]
Nope. None of those will work.
Try this. It’s an old spiritual axiom of sorts, and I’m not sure of its origin, but it seems to work for me- When I am in conflict with my surroundings, It is I who is in conflict- Not my surroundings.
What I get from this is that it is not the world around me that needs to change to accommodate my discomfort or state of un-ease, It is I who needs to change.
If you can work that into a regular repertiore of thinking when things are getting sideways on you, life will get a little more manageable.
[/quote]
This for sure.
Also op if it is routine that you need you can create this yourself.
Is it time to think that you need?
[quote]Charlie Horse wrote:
[quote]SkyzykS wrote:
[quote]Daniel-San wrote:
I understand that. I just want to find a place where there’s some kind of established routine and you don’t deal with the aspects of the “real world”, at least temporarly. So far I’ve thought of the army, monastaries, eco-farms, prison (not the best one, lol), and not much else. Is there something more?[/quote]
Nope. None of those will work.
Try this. It’s an old spiritual axiom of sorts, and I’m not sure of its origin, but it seems to work for me- When I am in conflict with my surroundings, It is I who is in conflict- Not my surroundings.
What I get from this is that it is not the world around me that needs to change to accommodate my discomfort or state of un-ease, It is I who needs to change.
If you can work that into a regular repertiore of thinking when things are getting sideways on you, life will get a little more manageable.
[/quote]
This for sure.
Also op if it is routine that you need you can create this yourself.
Is it time to think that you need?[/quote]
What I need, as Skyzyks said, is to run. The life I had has ended. I would like to start something new in a different place, but i don’t have the money to do so. That’s why I would like to find a place that would basically give me some shelter, at least for a while. And purpose. If I were of the spiritual kind I probabaly could join some place of faith, but I’m not.
Maybe you should become a ninja turtle … all you need is to like pizza and live in the sewer … oh and probably do some heavy hallucinates so you can imagine that the rats around you are gigantic talking ninja masters…plus the hallucinates will probably help you cope with the fact that you live in a sewer…
[quote]imhungry wrote:
[quote]DJHT wrote:
Well if you are hung like a mule then the choice is porn, if you are hung like a 2 year old then well gay porn. Good luck with that.[/quote]
Or, choose a nursing career :)[/quote]
Oh you suma bitch. He I found a good looking woman in a nursing career. 
[quote]DJHT wrote:
[quote]imhungry wrote:
[quote]DJHT wrote:
Well if you are hung like a mule then the choice is porn, if you are hung like a 2 year old then well gay porn. Good luck with that.[/quote]
Or, choose a nursing career :)[/quote]
Oh you suma bitch. He I found a good looking woman in a nursing career. :P[/quote]
I know you did, Mr. Focker.
[quote]imhungry wrote:
[quote]DJHT wrote:
[quote]imhungry wrote:
[quote]DJHT wrote:
Well if you are hung like a mule then the choice is porn, if you are hung like a 2 year old then well gay porn. Good luck with that.[/quote]
Or, choose a nursing career :)[/quote]
Oh you suma bitch. He I found a good looking woman in a nursing career. :P[/quote]
I know you did, Mr. Focker.[/quote]
hahahahahaha I guess I need to cut a little more before I sport the speedo swimwear.
French Foreign Legion.
[quote]DJHT wrote:
[quote]imhungry wrote:
[quote]DJHT wrote:
[quote]imhungry wrote:
[quote]DJHT wrote:
Well if you are hung like a mule then the choice is porn, if you are hung like a 2 year old then well gay porn. Good luck with that.[/quote]
Or, choose a nursing career :)[/quote]
Oh you suma bitch. He I found a good looking woman in a nursing career. :P[/quote]
I know you did, Mr. Focker.[/quote]
hahahahahaha I guess I need to cut a little more before I sport the speedo swimwear.[/quote]
Don’t be so hard on yourself, Dj. Blue’s your color.
[quote]Apollo1029 wrote:
MMA Fighter
Porn Star
Drug Lord
Preschool Teacher
In no particular order.
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Revised order
MMA Lord
Porn Teacher
Preschool Fighter
Drug Star
[quote]Daniel-San wrote:
[quote]Charlie Horse wrote:
[quote]SkyzykS wrote:
[quote]Daniel-San wrote:
I understand that. I just want to find a place where there’s some kind of established routine and you don’t deal with the aspects of the “real world”, at least temporarly. So far I’ve thought of the army, monastaries, eco-farms, prison (not the best one, lol), and not much else. Is there something more?[/quote]
Nope. None of those will work.
Try this. It’s an old spiritual axiom of sorts, and I’m not sure of its origin, but it seems to work for me- When I am in conflict with my surroundings, It is I who is in conflict- Not my surroundings.
What I get from this is that it is not the world around me that needs to change to accommodate my discomfort or state of un-ease, It is I who needs to change.
If you can work that into a regular repertiore of thinking when things are getting sideways on you, life will get a little more manageable.
[/quote]
This for sure.
Also op if it is routine that you need you can create this yourself.
Is it time to think that you need?[/quote]
What I need, as Skyzyks said, is to run. The life I had has ended. I would like to start something new in a different place, but i don’t have the money to do so. That’s why I would like to find a place that would basically give me some shelter, at least for a while. And purpose. If I were of the spiritual kind I probabaly could join some place of faith, but I’m not.[/quote]
NO. I DID NOT SAY RUN. I said CHANGE. Internal changes lead to external results. Changing locations just puts the same person in a different location.
[quote]Daniel-San wrote:
I understand that. I just want to find a place where there’s some kind of established routine and you don’t deal with the aspects of the “real world”, at least temporarly. So far I’ve thought of the army, monastaries, eco-farms, prison (not the best one, lol), and not much else. Is there something more?[/quote]
There are the Corps- AmeriCorps and the Peace-Corps.
Its basically paid volunteering. I’ve known a couple of people in the two of them over my life.
I met a group of Peace Corps people from Europe working out in the mountains of Kauai, helping take care of the local plant life and pulling invasive foreign species. It was a pretty cool gig, my group and the Peace Corps group would share a large cabin up there during the week while we were working, and we were free to do what we wanted on the island on the weekend (I would usually just go back to my folks house, but they would stay up at the cabin and drink and cruise down to the beach.)
And I know an Americorps dude who got assigned to work for Habitat For Humanity, which is a pretty cool gig for him. I think they hooked him up with a truck so he could get around.
Neither of these pay very well, but I think its enough to get by while you figure out whats next.
[quote]SkyzykS wrote:
The best way to experience life differently is to change the attitude that you approach it with.
Same life, different results.
edit: that includes drug lording and gay porn.
[/quote]
This.
When I had to “change lives” (even changed screen names here) a few years back I did this. Worked like a charm. It’s amazing how much easier life can be when you stop trying to fight against it all the time.
[quote]imhungry wrote:
[quote]DJHT wrote:
[quote]imhungry wrote:
[quote]DJHT wrote:
[quote]imhungry wrote:
[quote]DJHT wrote:
Well if you are hung like a mule then the choice is porn, if you are hung like a 2 year old then well gay porn. Good luck with that.[/quote]
Or, choose a nursing career :)[/quote]
Oh you suma bitch. He I found a good looking woman in a nursing career. :P[/quote]
I know you did, Mr. Focker.[/quote]
hahahahahaha I guess I need to cut a little more before I sport the speedo swimwear.[/quote]
Don’t be so hard on yourself, Dj. Blue’s your color.
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You got that right I am forever blue.
When I go, I’m gonna take my bow, tackle box, and tent, and go somewhere malaria free. I’ve got a real nice spot picked out, but I’m not saying where.
[quote]SkyzykS wrote:
[quote]Daniel-San wrote:
[quote]Charlie Horse wrote:
[quote]SkyzykS wrote:
[quote]Daniel-San wrote:
I understand that. I just want to find a place where there’s some kind of established routine and you don’t deal with the aspects of the “real world”, at least temporarly. So far I’ve thought of the army, monastaries, eco-farms, prison (not the best one, lol), and not much else. Is there something more?[/quote]
Nope. None of those will work.
Try this. It’s an old spiritual axiom of sorts, and I’m not sure of its origin, but it seems to work for me- When I am in conflict with my surroundings, It is I who is in conflict- Not my surroundings.
What I get from this is that it is not the world around me that needs to change to accommodate my discomfort or state of un-ease, It is I who needs to change.
If you can work that into a regular repertiore of thinking when things are getting sideways on you, life will get a little more manageable.
[/quote]
This for sure.
Also op if it is routine that you need you can create this yourself.
Is it time to think that you need?[/quote]
What I need, as Skyzyks said, is to run. The life I had has ended. I would like to start something new in a different place, but i don’t have the money to do so. That’s why I would like to find a place that would basically give me some shelter, at least for a while. And purpose. If I were of the spiritual kind I probabaly could join some place of faith, but I’m not.[/quote]
NO. I DID NOT SAY RUN. I said CHANGE. Internal changes lead to external results. Changing locations just puts the same person in a different location.
[/quote]
Yeah, I know, that’s not what I meant, I meant to say that you know how I feel, the urge to run away. If I will or not, I don’t know. Thanks people.
[quote]koleah wrote:
[quote]Daniel-San wrote:
I understand that. I just want to find a place where there’s some kind of established routine and you don’t deal with the aspects of the “real world”, at least temporarly. So far I’ve thought of the army, monastaries, eco-farms, prison (not the best one, lol), and not much else. Is there something more?[/quote]
There are the Corps- AmeriCorps and the Peace-Corps.
Its basically paid volunteering. I’ve known a couple of people in the two of them over my life.
I met a group of Peace Corps people from Europe working out in the mountains of Kauai, helping take care of the local plant life and pulling invasive foreign species. It was a pretty cool gig, my group and the Peace Corps group would share a large cabin up there during the week while we were working, and we were free to do what we wanted on the island on the weekend (I would usually just go back to my folks house, but they would stay up at the cabin and drink and cruise down to the beach.)
And I know an Americorps dude who got assigned to work for Habitat For Humanity, which is a pretty cool gig for him. I think they hooked him up with a truck so he could get around.
Neither of these pay very well, but I think its enough to get by while you figure out whats next.[/quote]
This.
Read Emergency Sex and Other Desperate Measures: A True Story From Hell On Earth, in the event you think it’s going to be a bed of roses.
Aside from the Corps, there’s the UN (Emergency Sex is about UN operatives), or NGOs.