I know that too. My son is autistic too and I can’t keep up with his brain speed either and mine runs at a decent itself.
I can overthink ANYTHING.
Ok last post. I’m not a troll. Logged on for the first time in ages, read this thread and instantly thought what I’ve said. I couldn’t care less if any of you get scammed AGAIN, but it was an amusing/interesting hour or so.
It’s horrible
But over the past six months in particular, by going out by myself again and again and again I’ve managed to develop adequate social skills. I no longer get nervous when meeting new people or going out, I can even talk to girls now!
I have a group of friends now, however they’re terrible influences… not that I tend to do things out of my comfort zone… I have my own boundaries (but can’t help but feel they’ve been warped / deleteriously altered over the past six months, esp after Europe)
Way to go! Happy to hear your are doing better in that department.
Heroin better be joke! I’d hate to have to kick your ass😉
of course it’s a joke… just fentanyl
(I don’t use heroin/fentanyl)
I see no point in purposefully trying something like heroin, there is NO potential upside there. there’s the notion of experimentation, wanting to experience and see what its all about and generally me being a dumbass sometimes (esp in EUROPE… I’ll keep referring to this trip but never disclose details)… but heroin… that’s you know… a magnitude of steps too far
Ok, you don’t care, but felt the need to call out unreal anyway, that’s cool.
I understand the suspicion but a unreal has been posting back and forth with physio for years now, seems like the weirdest double bait going, particularly since as unreal said, he isn’t asking for money or selling anything and never claims to be a an authority, just an interested dude like the rest of us. Seems like a fruitless scam, but I don’t know much about scamming and I’m naturally very trusting (fortunately never been scammed!).
Can someone post the last 4 digits of Physios number?
NO, then MY PHONE NUMBER WILL BE ON PUBLIC RECORD (just kidding)
Its just the last 4 digits physio
Tried it once. Made me do weird angry things. Left it alone after that. Not worth the risk.
You tried heroin? I don’t know how to respond to that. I don’t harbour any judgement there, I just don’t know what to say (not because I’m speechless, people do these things… I’m just not sure how to respond) I know a few people who have… only one who didn’t get addicted after and only used once
I wouldn’t worry about the demeanour altering aspect, it’s the addiction potential that’s so frightening about it. from what I recall roughly statistically 20% are hooked the FIRST time they try it in a recreational context (does exist in certain countries to treat cancer pain or chronic debhillitaitng pain). The truth is, it’s just like any other opiate, some opiates are more addictive than others… but if you’re using oxycodone recreationally it’s really no better, there’s just a larger stigma and more risk of tainted product with heroin
Not to say abusing oxycodone is acceptable, they’re both very risky to mess with. Opiates in general are about the most risky in terms of addiction potential (besides perhaps benzodiazepines, though I’ve never gotten what all the fuss is about there). In terms of acute toxicity I’d garner cocaine is the riskiest.
Hows you’re health status atm (the graves disease etc)? @ChickenLittle
Yep! And 30+ years later there are about 12 hrs of my life I will never get back. Still have no idea how I got home, but my car was parked perfectly in the driveway. I remember doing some really stupid shit, then it’s a blank from there. Thank God everybody didn’t have phones and cameras back then!
Hows the health ailment coming along? Have you sought treatment?
kinda funny that somehow the topic went from “physiologik conned us” to “heroin”
I have been really good most of the year, just a couple small meltdowns, nothing major. Been bulking over a year now and finally up to 126 lbs!!!
I have learned to spot some of the triggers and avoid certain things and to take certain supps when I feel shit is starting to act up. So I’m mucho better!
Whats TSH/T3? Is RHR now semi normal (as in, under 90BPM)
Shit this thing has been a wild ride all day ![]()
congratulations! That’s amazing progress!!!
I managed to put on 5kg in Europe WHILE losing muscle mass… talk about progress!! Kept forgetting to take my T, TT probably dipped down to sub 100ng/dl for part of the trip haha
Libido TOTALLY dropped off at that point
Uh…that’s not how you’re supposed to do it🙄
Yea, hypogonadism, lack of gym and only being able to afford burger kind/mcdonalds all the time… couple that with intense partying/going out most nights, no sleep, staying up sightseeing all day…
Scheduled to get a cortisone shot in my shoulder tomorrow… looking forward to perhaps finally having some relief (I’m aware of the negative repercussions here, if this doesn’t work it’s the last resort time… low dose nandrolone… if that doesn’t work I have to go see an orthopaedic suregon…
Ah! The joys of being young.
Hope the shot helps.