NH_Watts' TRT Log

I am currently running 300 mg per week Test E and 25 mg a day dbol and I feel pretty good. Before trt and ped’s I always thought steroids would make me really aggressive. Not the case at all. I was more aggressive and generally less agreeable pre trt. On juice I’m just really chiiiiillllll. Almost a disappointment to be honest. I always wanted to be an animal in the gym and I kind of am it’s just not like I thought it would be. Lots of misconceptions. People used to accuse me of taking steroids and I would always tell them if I was I would be freaking gigantic. That’s certainly not the case though. There is alot more to it than just sticking a needle in your hind parts lol

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Ahhh well there’s your issue - you need to stick in delts :wink:

Jokes aside you’re right, you still have to work hard! After hitting my 1st cycle I actually looked back on past progress and was more impressed with all the things I did 100% natural - Wresting, Boxing for years done day after day with zero help in recovery (later with BJJ and MMA I knew about juice but never took it to compete) but looking at the very decent gains I made off weight training using mainly bro science and consistency, I kind of feel proud of it.

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Not to detract but did you not have youth on your side and more than likely a healthy hormonal balance?

You also reminded me of something I been meaning to field to the group here - you mention how you feel laid back and relaxed, which I mainly do as well, especially like temper wise BUT does anyone else have a desire to “party” or drink and stay out longer when your T is up?

Example: Once I get dosed up and levels rolling high, I tend to want to drink more alcohol, eat worse and just do things that I did at 21.I don’t blame the T , but maybe its a latent part of my brain thinking it should go act 18 again? Not sure, I mean I’m 41 so I know it boils down to me being disciplined but damn but damn I get to feeling great again that has me wanting to be out, social , having cocktails with pretty women and all that. Thoughts?

Yep of course I did.

I re-read my post and to clarify - I am not more impressed with my progress off juice than on juice, I just meant to say that I gained a new appreciation for how far I got using such little knowledge. It just makes me appreciate what I did a tad more, as opposed to my inclination to tear it down with woulda, coulda, shoulda talk about the past.

I look back and realize a little more every day that “youth is wasted on the young” has never been truer for me.

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I havent noticed any inclination like that but I dont drink. I’m married with 4 young children ranging from 1 to 9 yrs old so drinking and partying is the last thing on my mind. I’m more trying to figure out which one of my sons keeps pissing on the bathroom floor lol. My wife and I are under alot of stress so I look forward to bedtime.

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It’s all of them. HAHAHA

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No. Its 1. Definitely one and he doesnt even bother to aim at the toilet AT ALL. Just leaves one big puddle of piss right next to the toilet.

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Hahahaha! Brazen as hell.

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Little brat. None of them will fess up either. I’m bleaching the floors to get rid of the smell.

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I swear, between a cat and a 3 year old, someone is always pissing or throwing up or shitting on the carpet.

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The benefits of having a baby girl. My nephew is a hand full though and I bet as she grows older it will be a whole different story. I’ll be the dad with a shotgun talking to boys on the doorstep bahhaa

Raise your daughter right and she will choose proper suitors and you won’t need to do this.

That being said just because a girl doesnt stand to pee doesnt mean she wont pee on the floor LOL

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The current workout and food regimen is aimed so that I wont need a shotgun.

I just want to absolutely terrify her future boyfriends, before they even meet me.

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Yea, this just means she’ll do it sitting down LMAO

Good parenting definitely the key to keeping out the rif raf. She will be advised, trust me.

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I did this inadvertently. “They are terrified of you dad. You are very intimidating.” Ok…I’ll take that. She is 14.

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THATS FUCKING AWESOME! I love it.

That’s what im shooting for. I think im on track, my wife is already starting the “don’t get too big” " Your getting too big" blah blah… I don’t like those veins… blah blah.

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Friend’s have a 5 year old daughter who was mad at her younger brother so she took his lunchbox and pissed in it, then put it back in his room. :lol:

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:laughing:

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This right here had to make you feel good. LOL more motivation to keep hitting it.

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