Okay guys, a quick update. I have come back from Disney, probably not the best place to visit when you have low t levels. Anyway, long story short, all this uncertainty was driving me mad. I have an appointment with an NHS GP on 4/02 but was hardly going to wait that long so I booked a private visit at a specialist clinic today. 120 quid later, I found out that my private specialist is a big proponent of SSRI and thought that my main issue is that I don’t enjoy life. He said that my t levels are fine because all the hormones look fine AND, get his, my T levels are just fine. His rationale even made sense at a time- he calculated the free unboound free t and said it was an excellent score. Thing is, I only realised once I have left the consultation room that he gave the score given was a percentage, not an actual value. Which means my body’s effective at converting t to free t which is a very welcome news but still doesn’t mean that my hormones are ok… the doc hinted I needed some counselling and perhaps an SSRII that would give me a boost. I wasn’t going argue with him because I have an appointment with an endo and I wasn’t going to ask for a trt trial at the private clinic if I can get it for free from NHS… Things got a bit heated though when he started blaming supps for the way I feel ‘They add anabolic steroids to supplements, not the best kind though, the less expensive one and less bio-available ones.’ I respectfully disagreed and pointed out that supplements do not elicit strong reaction in most people and they are nowhere near as much powerful as some of the stuff he was trying to peddle there. I also said that we cannot be sure if it is the depression that is causing low t levels and not the other way round. Oh well, I should have known better. half a day of work down the drain. I am really dreading now that appointment with my NHS endo.
As far as vits go, I started taking vit b complex again (jarrows b-right) and added iodine supp to my diet. I cannot handle vit C very well (it always makes me feel sluggish and edgy). Also, I pulled the trigger and got some high potency (1:200) tongat ali (remember reading a study one time about its potential to reverse hypogonadism) , mucuna pruriens (neurotransmitter support), maca (energy). I am going to stay on that regimen till my appointment with the endo and then will get my t level tested again- not that I hope that tongat ali will magically put me mid-range. On the other hand, the initial bloodwork was done late in the day (4:30ish) so if I get tested in the morning I’d expect to at least see my testosterone at the very bottom of the range
I noticed that I feel really good after a cheat meal day (massive pizza, chips, milk chocolate etc) which gets me thinking the whole issue might actually pertain to a neurotransmitter or dietary imbalance. I love tyrosine but you build up tolerance quickly, hopefully mucuna pruriens will be of help. I am not quite ready to jump onthe SSRI bandwagon (I cannot really afford any of the potential sides considering that even a slight dip in my already severely challenged performance might disrupt the proceedings of a conference)