High Natural Total Test, Symptoms of Very Low

I have high total testosterone, and ED that is getting worse from my mid 20s. Now at 31 ED is primary reason I am looking for help. Although I am 6’1",190P and have solid body strength I dont think that I have developed as I should in puberty from that much testosterone potential in my body.

Body fat around thighs, not big hands, forearms nor shoulders. Very small adams apple, average 6" penis, not so much self esteem and kind of shy whole of my life. Basically all man-masculinity features are average…
Is it possible that whole of my life (even in mothers womb) my testosterone was suppressed by other hormons or other factors in my body… And what in the world I could do to let free that testosterone…

I also noticed that shortly after my workout with heavy weights (once or twice/month) I have this wonderful sense of well-being that lasts for 3-4 hours.
I did blood work for:
Testosterone: 982 ng/dL
LH: 3.0 mlU/mL
FSH: 3.7 mlU/mL

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