[quote]WolBarret wrote:
Wow, Mod Jump Jack hit me with a low blow. Very unexpected.[/quote]
amazing!
[quote]WolBarret wrote:
Wow, Mod Jump Jack hit me with a low blow. Very unexpected.[/quote]
That’s because you don’t give good blow jays…LOL!
[quote]WolBarret wrote:
Wow, Mod Jump Jack hit me with a low blow. Very unexpected.[/quote]
Sir your attempt was epic. I salute your Stand against the machine. Bazzaro TK19 RIP
[quote]four60 wrote:
[quote]WolBarret wrote:
Wow, Mod Jump Jack hit me with a low blow. Very unexpected.[/quote]
Sir your attempt was epic. I salute your Stand against the machine. Bazzaro TK19 RIP[/quote]
We could have had an alternate time line like the XMen!!! Wol can be Wolverine.
Edgy I’ve seen the pics you posted. I don’t see that you need to lose any more weight. Get thee to some carbs and cheer up!
Crazybitch got it continued to July 27. Bah. I should probably remove her voicemails from my phone to avoid future morning sunshines.
[quote]Edgy wrote:
I’m feeling kinda depressed lately.
Think it’s the low carb diet I’m on.
That or the fact that I’m not drinking alcohol, since it runs counter to a low carb diet.
I’m losing weight and all, but…Wonder if it’s worth it sometimes.
I get that self loathing feeling.
Anyone else get this?[/quote]
Low carbs does that to me too. I wonder if it’s worth it everyday lately! Not the low carbs, just everything. But I don’t know about you, but it all comes back to things unrelated to training getting to me. Increased life stress and uncertainty leads to questioning of everything especially training because it is so consuming and so demanding motivation wise.
[quote]debraD wrote:
[quote]Edgy wrote:
I’m feeling kinda depressed lately.
Think it’s the low carb diet I’m on.
That or the fact that I’m not drinking alcohol, since it runs counter to a low carb diet.
I’m losing weight and all, but…Wonder if it’s worth it sometimes.
I get that self loathing feeling.
Anyone else get this?[/quote]
Low carbs does that to me too. I wonder if it’s worth it everyday lately! Not the low carbs, just everything. But I don’t know about you, but it all comes back to things unrelated to training getting to me. Increased life stress and uncertainty leads to questioning of everything especially training because it is so consuming and so demanding motivation wise.
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Yeah, that too. I got some issues outside of work that I’m dealing with in my head. I’d usually drown them with alcohol, but that’s out. For now, anyway.
Training keeps me sane…Progress is good, and rewarding, ya’know?
I got to make some life changes I believe. Hard changes. Or suck it up. Big decisions.
That’s hard, and coupled with the low carb and no alcohol…
I always thought this shit would be easier with age.
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[quote]pushmepullme wrote:
Crazybitch got it continued to July 27. Bah. I should probably remove her voicemails from my phone to avoid future morning sunshines.[/quote]
Rather, send them to friends without an explaination. You’ll get many “WTF?!” replies 
I made two really hard decisions when I was 37. I knew they were the right decisions when I felt complete and total relief. No regrets. Snivel all you want Edgy. It’s tough stuff.
[quote]attydeb2005 wrote:
I made two really hard decisions when I was 37. I knew they were the right decisions when I felt complete and total relief. No regrets. Snivel all you want Edgy. It’s tough stuff.[/quote]
snivels
[quote]debraD wrote:
I wonder if it’s worth it everyday lately! Not the low carbs, just everything. [/quote]
I mean, I question myself a lot, but I can say with no uncertianty that I was born to do something like this here thing we all have in common. I was not meant to sit around and be a pump on a log 24/7.
I don’t look forward to my last set. Shit makes me nervous and I want to run away sometimes. I fucking hate trav and TD for convincing me I need more volume right now. Rep 9 and above SUCKS!
But is it worth it? Yeah, it is.
The satisfaction I feel when I look at fat ugly fucks is never ending. But, I’m an asshole with very little room left in my heart for people. Dogs, I’m down, but fuck most people, lol.
[quote]I don’t know about you, but it all comes back to things unrelated to training getting to me. Increased life stress and uncertainty leads to questioning of everything especially training because it is so consuming and so demanding motivation wise.
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Life stress will rob me of some PR’s and shit, but typically not my motivation.
I don’t even know what i’m trying to say, and I bet I misspelled like 22 words.
Whatever.
Everyone…everything’s going to be just fine, alright? No need to worry, everything will work itself out in the end.
Or it won’t, and we’re all fucked, but whatever
Yeah beans, when I give it some rational thought I come to the same conclusions as you do. Luckily, when I’m in a bad place I train harder so it works out. Except I think I fatigue myself too much and that’s when I start getting cranky about it all. 
I made an observation recently: A lot of stress => more DOMS. I think though, this is one of the more stressful times I’ve dealt with in recent years with parallel streams of issues compounding on my normally peaceful quiet life, so it is what it is!
it is.
what.
it is.
yeah.
[quote]debraD wrote:
Yeah beans, when I give it some rational thought I come to the same conclusions as you do. Luckily, when I’m in a bad place I train harder so it works out. Except I think I fatigue myself too much and that’s when I start getting cranky about it all.
I made an observation recently: A lot of stress => more DOMS. I think though, this is one of the more stressful times I’ve dealt with in recent years with parallel streams of issues compounding on my normally peaceful quiet life, so it is what it is!
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I would guess what is going on, but the off chance I’m right, I don’t want to open it up to the world.
If it is what I think it is, good luck, and you’ll be fine.
[quote]BradTGIF wrote:
And stop talking about Pizza so much.
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NEVER!!!
[quote]debraD wrote:
Yeah beans, when I give it some rational thought I come to the same conclusions as you do. Luckily, when I’m in a bad place I train harder so it works out. Except I think I fatigue myself too much and that’s when I start getting cranky about it all.
I made an observation recently: A lot of stress => more DOMS. I think though, this is one of the more stressful times I’ve dealt with in recent years with parallel streams of issues compounding on my normally peaceful quiet life, so it is what it is!
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Stress really kicks the shit out of your body. I’ve wasted alot of my life worring about shit that is never going to change. You just have to take another road and stop following the same patterns. Blah.
[quote]countingbeans wrote:
[quote]debraD wrote:
Yeah beans, when I give it some rational thought I come to the same conclusions as you do. Luckily, when I’m in a bad place I train harder so it works out. Except I think I fatigue myself too much and that’s when I start getting cranky about it all.
I made an observation recently: A lot of stress => more DOMS. I think though, this is one of the more stressful times I’ve dealt with in recent years with parallel streams of issues compounding on my normally peaceful quiet life, so it is what it is!
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I would guess what is going on, but the off chance I’m right, I don’t want to open it up to the world.
If it is what I think it is, good luck, and you’ll be fine.[/quote]
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You and I both know it is
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The problem stems from you sending dick pics every week. STOP IT!! I don’t know what fucking strange mailing list you have me on, but its fucked up. I’m not DebraD, I’m not OG, I’m not PMPM, I’m not Court, I’m not Toots, and I’m not Polo. STOP SENDING THE DICK PICS! Or at least take me off the list. Jesus Christ.
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