@unreal24278 yes you could benefit from endoscopy. Have you had imaging of your lower GI ? Anxiety is a bitch I am sure. Sympathetic dominance is a cunt on wheels as well and quite real. Are you familiar at all with traditional Chinese medicine? Yin herbs would be massively helpful for you. I’ll get you a list tomorrow from my sister (she’s an acupuncturist and super knowledgeable about these things). I don’t think you’ll find any conventional medical cause for what you’re going through.
Nope I havent, the goal is to get one though.
Yeet, thank you I appreciate it
@unreal24278 I forgot to answer. I just started my next cycle two weeks ago. 40 mg dbol for 4 weeks in addition to 800 mg test per week for 12 weeks. Then 12 weeks off. 
Sounds great! I’d probably turn into a giant walking acneform eruption on that dose of testosterone. I like higher doses of testosterone (200-250mg/wk) because of the sense of well-being it gives. I must get shit properly under control though before I can raise the dose
Very solid “old school” cycle. I am a fan of dbol myself. Never used more than 20mg a day though.
Glad to have you back around. Hate to hear about your mother in law. Hope she gets well
Just curious, what’s so great about metandienone? It’s methylated boldenone right, and judging from anecdotes I’ve heard it produces a nice sense of well-being (potential increase in dopamine and serotonin, more amplified than testosterone) but otherwise quite a harsh compound that causes a lot of bloating, acne, blood pressure increase, lipid strain etc. Does it even give better (long term overall) gains? I’m just curious because dbol is usually the drug that kids my age tend to take (apparently AAS use among my demographic is a thing…), From the research I’ve conducted I personally wouldn’t take it, as I can’t see any benefit it has over plain test other than the fact that the gains come quicker (in which case unesterified testosterone to the rescue)
Results came in btw, no cardiac abnormalities, actually I didn’t have a single arrythmia (pac, pvc or any other detectable electrical abnormality) however my max HR (on a day in which I did not exercise) was 175BPM, min HR was 46 (my resting HR every morning is low, in the 50s or 60s, the beta blockers have worked wonders, my heart seldom ever goes above 100 upon standing and hardly above 110 when lifting weights (aside from high rep leg pressing) so I’m happy, also seems to help with anxiety somewhat (better than all my other meds). A huge weight has been lifted off my chest knowing that despite my modest, but fair amount of experimentation likely hasn’t caused any structural damage to my heart.
Off to America I go yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeettt, might post some inconspicuous travel photos that don’t show my face or reveal any personal info.
Currently in 1st class quantas longue enjoying a nice beer… And a glass of red wine, because it’s a nice wine.
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Remember, you wont be drinking at 18 here in the states. Any clues you want to give as where you are visiting?
@unreal24278
I have only used dianabol in low dosages, but I seem to tolerate it well. It gives nice pumps and strength gains. I know many people have trouble with water retention and lose a lot of what they gain on dbol. My brother recently gave me the dbol he had bought for a bulking cycle because his blood pressure skyrocketed on it. I took 15mg a day for 4 weeks with ni problems whatsoever.
Hope you enjoy America.
Up along i-95 corridor, also I’m not 18 quite yet, got a few more weeks to go, I do however look old enough to pass for 18-19 with ease #edgyteen #breakingthelaw #thatsajudaspriestsong. Maybe I’ll visit Ohio, but it seems unlikely at this time. Currently in Shanghai because potato. If you want deets you have to email me (email in profile description) because there’s no waaaayyyyyy I would ever out up which locations I’d be residing at publically
My back HURTS god DAMMIT, it’s all that pesky standing
You a nomad. When you come on Long island. Lmk
I hope your back gets better fast.
Edit nvm I see you in Australia. Btw I have protonmail . Best. Never emailed another proton user…
I’m living in Aus, but I’m on holiday, so not in Aus currently. I have multiple proton emails accounts lol
You really covert. Lol. We can take care of anyone looking for you. 
@unreal24278 I will be in Brisbane, Sydney, and Melbourne in May-June. I will email you soon shortly to find out where you are in the states. Perhaps I can see you. How long are you here?
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2 weeks, I’ll be in the states again in mid (around July, August) 2019 for a longer amount of time @physioLojik
Edit: Woot arrived in the US
Fucking jetlag …
Ye @physioLojik so I’ve seen in you’re latest post, when making an example of people willing to take dangerous compounds you mention nandrolone. This isn’t the first time you’ve warned users away from nandrolone usage due to its perceived riskiness. I’m curious though (not thinking of using it, just curious), what makes it, in you’re opinion, so much riskier with regards to longevity than say boldenone, testosterone or metenolone.
Are we speaking of perceived risk when looking at the entire picture (mental sides more pronounced), or is nandrolone legitimately more damaging to the cardiovascular system than other anabolics. I’d think tren is far harsher (appears to cause either respiratory distress or hypoxia, dramatically increases HR, harsher on lipids, BP and more issues come to mind).
Is the reason you think it’s riskier based on literature or personal experience from what you’ve seen in practice. I’ve seen the study in which nand was found to be 11x more damaging to endothelial cells than test, but the concentrations used were ridiculous, no one is going to get a blood nandrolone concrntration of 9 MICROmolar.
Penny for you’re thoughts. Also I apologize if I sound naggy for bringing this up but in an earlier post you mentioned potentially emailing me, I totally get it if you’re not comfortable with that though, because I’m a stranger, so if you’re not comfortable with that i’d understand.
Oh and how’s the mother in law doing (or is this too personal to ask?)
@unreal24278 hey brother. I was referring both to endothelial issues but also on neurological issues. Nandrolone is really rough on neurotransmitters and it can take 2 years to counteract one 12 week go with it. To me it just makes more sense to use things native to the body - albeit in different and more direct ways such as test growth and insulin
Emailing soon
She is ok! Thank you for asking. Tough woman.
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Yea I saw that, it said in the one study (animal model) it took like 6x the duration of use to go back to normal!
I’d never use insulin, I already feel like I’m dying like 20 percent of the time lol, don’t need hypoglycemia. Autonomic dysfunction sucks, my beta blocker dose is too low for the days I work out (doesn’t supressive HR post workout enough (sympathetic dominance, post workout my HR remains consistently elevated, and then it slows down to like 75-80bpm BUT my heart beats hard and I’m very aware of it. Doesn’t happen after every workout but it really sucks, still not gonna stop working out tho lol, I don’t care if it kills me one day it’s too therapeutic for me to give up, on intense workout days I simply double up on the dose because i’m an irresponsible idiot that tends to self medicate (I also double up if I’m going to have a beer or two because alcohol raises my HR (vasodilator, causes acute endothelial dysfunction and hypotension), although it’s risky to take beta blockers and drink but ehhhhhh. After eating it can shoot up to 100bpm. I recently figured out my fraternal twin (who is almost a foot taller than me, no joke and extremely thin) has a similar issue but is absent of symptoms his RHR is in the 90s for some reason. My rhr is normally (fully relaxed) in the 60s when im not having trouble
Currently on 200mg test/wk once again because I make stupid decisions sometimes, libido is through the fucking roof. I keep joking about becoming diabetic now, beta blockers worsen blood sugar, if mine gets worse I’ll become diabetic lol.
I believe tachycardia induced cardiomyopathy is a thing (and the most pronounced changes in HR happen from sitting to standing and after big meals (blood rushes to digestive system to help digest food, firstly im anaemic secondly autonomic dysfunction. At the moment I’m just living day to day hoping for the best, I know there’s nothing structurally wrong with my heart, so the goal is to now develop severe concentric LVH from megadoses of tren (just kidding, although I do wonder if I took it (which I never would) would it cause my HR to go so fast that I’d be fainting every five minutes lol.
Things more native to the body, dihydrotestosterone is also on the list then, doesn’t build muscle very effectively (broken down in muscle tissue by 3HSD) but in high enough doses it should increase protein synthesis somewhat and give me a prostate the size of a grapefruit (massive plus, I’ve ALWAYS wanted to not be able to urinate) (also a joke)
Reminds me of my grandmother, very tough, in her mid 90s over the past year she’s broken her foot, fractured her neck and multiple ribs yet she’s still going strong, she’s even walking around now without any help, braces or anything, she’s really something else, I don’t know how she does it.
Also endothelial cells have the ability to somewhat regenerate, therefore (not for me) but in those who can take nand without mental sides, short term use probably isnt the end of the world (tho test is safer by a long shot
@unreal24278 why don’t you just get on metformin at 500 mg bid and not worry about that stuff
Metformin seems to have killed my appetite. I’m really struggling to get the food into me nowadays. Any tips to increase appetite?
@flatdanny it’s affecting your appetite because you aren’t having large swings in glucose affecting your ghrelin levels. Build back slowly. You can increase fats as the calorie load is large.
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