Stop acting like a victim and take responsibility for your own actions. You write paragraphs full of excuses and justifications. You say you did all the research you could, but yet still didnt get pre-cycle labs done. All you had to say to the doc was, “Hey, I want a full panel blood work completed, to include hormones.” OR you could have ordered private labs yourself.
There was a 19yr old on here that just posted about his first cycle. He knew he was younger than what people would agreee with it and he acknowledged the that fact. He is more mature and respected for his approach and has not received the backlash you have.
Should change your name to BetaBilly.
And about your PCT, that was already answered by VET Q almost 2 days ago. But you were too busy trying to justify your BS.